Change For Me, Harry Styles.

Chapter 42:

Olivia's Pov:
"You going to the party this weekend?" Dani asks and smiles at me.
"Nah. Ill stay at home."
"Come on! Youre always studying and being a loser."
"Thanks." I sarcastically say and she sighs.
"What I mean is, live your life girl. Youre only young once." she smiles at me and i shrug. "I just don't want to get drunk or do something I regret."
She nods and Liam sits next to me.
"Ello buddy." he winks at me and Danielle laughs.
"Hi, Liam." I say and eat my sandwich.
"So, your boyfriend, is boring."
"Mine?"
"Nooooooooo." He sarcastically says and I roll my eyes.
"How is he boring?"
"Remember the project? Well, I have to interview him, and all he says is yes, or no. It pissed me off."
Dani giggles and grabs her phone out when it starts ringing.
"Its my mum. Shh." She says and answered it.
"Ello?"
Liam looks at me and sticks his tongue out at me.
I poke it and he laughs.
"Dont touch my tongue."
"Dont poke it at me."
"Ill do what i want!" He says.
"Whatever." I flip him off and he starts to tickle me.
"Liam, stop!" I hiss and Dani looks at us and smiles.
"Yeah mum. Liams great."
"No hes not!" I mouth to her and he tickles my sides.
I squealed and got most of the cafeterias attention.
Harry and his friends looked over and he looked bored and tired.
"Liam! Stop!" I yell and he laughs.
Harry gets up and I can't help but watch him. Josh sits next to me and I know hes there, but I ignore him. I watch the way Harrys muscles flex as he walks.
"Babe."
I look over and Josh is smiling at me.
"Yes?"
"Go to the party with me."
"No." I say and his hand goes to my thigh.
"Pleasesseeeeeeee!"
"No!"
"Whyyy?" He says and his hand inches up my thigh.
"Stop." I hiss and look at Dani and Liam making out then back at Josh.
"Please babe!"
"Josh, I said no."
"Please." he whispers and kisses my jaw.
"Fine." I finally give in.
He smirks and kisses me. I kiss back and he rubs my inner thigh.
"See you there." he whispers and walks away.
I sigh and put my head in my hands.
Why did I give in?
It could be fun. Maybe.



"Danielle!"
"Oooooh girl you made it!!"b
"I didn't want to come!" I laugh and she hugs me.
"Are you drinking?
"No! Im pregnant, remember?"
"Oh yes."
"Haha, yeah. Have you seen josh?" She asks.
"Not yet." I say and grab a beer.
"I thought-"
"YOLO." I wink and she laughs.
"Thats my girl."
I smiled and took a sip of the beverage.
"Harrys here." she says and Liam scares me by jumping on my back.
"Get off fatty!" I say and he pouts and jumps off.
"Am I fat baby?" He asks Dani.
"Of course not." She says and smirks at me.
He slapped my ass when Dani left us.
"Asshole."
"Slut."
"Thank you." I smile.
"This is why were bestfriends." He laughs and I nod.
"Totally."
"Have you seen your boyfriend?"
"Nope. Have you?"
"Yeah. Hes somewhere around here."
'Forever and Always' by Taylor Swift comes on and I slowly swift my hips back and forth.
"She isn't a bad singer, huh?"
"Not bad. But her personality kills it all."
"True." he smiles and I sigh. "Bored eh?" Harrys voice behind us scares me.
"Huh? Uh.. A little yeah." I say and he nods.
"Liam, get me another beer?"
"Sure." he says and looks at Harry; then leaves us.
"How are you?" He asks.
"Fine." I answer and look into his green eyes.
He nods and it stays quiet.
"I love you..." He mumbles and I pretend I don't hear it.
Hes lying. he doesn't really love me..
"So, hows college going?" I ask and clear my throat.
"Its fine." he says.
Liam hands me my second beer and I chug it.
They make co ersatz on and I want to punch the DJ, for playing all Taylor Swift. Her music is depressing.
I walk away and look for the person running the music.
I see Zayn up there and I can't help but laugh at his nickname 'DJ Malik'.
"Hey Zayn!" I say and he smiles.
"Livvy!"
He hugs me and I look at him. "Why all Taylor swift ?" I ask.
"Requested." He bites his lip and I laugh.
"Oh." I nod and look around.
"Perries looking for you."
I nod and walk away when he ignores me to talk to one of his friends.
I walk down a long hallway and grab someone's drink from their hands. I look around and then chug the drink, I don't want to feel the pain that I have right now.
I wanted to be numb. To forget HARRY STYLES. I wanted to remember what it was like to have my heart whole. I wanted to forget this feeling completely.
I slid my back down a wall and let my bum hit the ground. This is how I felt. Lost and insecure.
'Haunted' Taylor Swift came on and I sang the lyrics.
I stood up and stumbled to the kitchen for another drink.
"Babe!"
I look back and see Josh walking to me.
"Hey." He smiles and I stumble away.
"Babe!"
I sigh and stop walking.
"What?"
"Whats wrong? He asks and pins me on the wall. "I want another beer." I burp and he nods.
"Ill get you one." He says and leaves me. I stand there and hold my breath when I see Harry.
He looks at me and smiles a little before coming over to me.
"Harry..." I say and he nods.
"I dedicate this song to you." I say and he looks at me funny.
"Haunted? By Taylor swift?"
"Listen to the lyrics." I say and he nods .
"Oh and Harry?"
"Hmm?"
"I hate you." I say and he looks sad, "but I will always love you." I whisper and kiss his cheek then walk to the kitchen.
Josh nearly spills the beer on me but I don't care. I grab it and chug it within seconds. "Babe... Are you okay?"
"Would loving your ex be okay?" I ask and he frowns.
"What" he says and I laugh.
"Livvy-"
"Dont call me that! Only Harry can call me that!"
I feel a pair of hands on my arms and my body is suddenly pinned to the wall.
"I love you, you love him!" He yells and I flinch.
"Josh... Youre hurting me." I whisper.
"Like I give a fuck!" He says and applies more pressure.
I scream out in pain and hear Harrys raspy voice.
"Get the hell off her." he says and i look at him. A crowd starts to form as Josh lets go of me.
"Look everyone; its Harry Styles!! Olivia's ex who used her and lied to her." he says and smirks.
"Remember the see video guys? Harry did that! And he had me and some other guy record it."
My blood boils with him bringing it back. "FUCK YOU JOSH!" I yell and he looks at me. "Do you think I don't remember? How embarrassed I was? And you were apart of it!" I say and Harry looks at me. "I know im stupid for loving that guy but I do, and I have no clue how I do! But you have NO right to talk about him like that. I fucking love him, and no ones gonna change that. But that doesnt man forgive him, or want to be with him, I love him. I care for him. And no one will ever change that." I say and run out of the party. I ran and ran until I found an alley. I sat there and cried , and cried.
Why couldn't it be easy ?
"Livvy?"
I look up and see Niall standing in front of me.
"Oh god, please dont touch me." I say and cry harder.
"Whats wrong?" He asks and I look up at him. "What isn't wrong?" I ask. "I love a guy that hurt me like hell and I just got embarrassed infront of my college."
He sits next to me and holds my hand.
"He loves you, you know that? Right?"
"I know." I whisper and my voice cracks.
"If you love someone, you need to Accept what they did In the past, because how can you move on and have a future with them?" He asks and I see hes right.
"Go get him." He smiles to me and I stand up.
"Oh and Livvy?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you." He smiles at me. ,"Like a sister."
"I love you too Ni." I smile and run as fast as I can back to the party.
I open the door and look around for Him.
"Where's Harry?"
"He went home."
"Shit!" I yell and run back out.
I run and run to his house and im out of breath when I knock on his door.
Harry opens his door, torso exposed and only has pajama bottoms on. I jump onto him and catches me from underneath my thighs.
"I love you." I pant and plant my lips on his. He kisses back and I pull away.
"Does this mean?"
"I forgive you." I whisper and he smiles. "Thank god." he says and kisses me again.
I pull away and look over, Anne was smiling at us.
"I knew you loved eachother." she says and I smile at Harry.
"I've always loved him."




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AN: I know, cliche moment right there, don't blame me! Im depressed and lonely and I think one direction is the only thing making me feel loved right now c:
If youre a girl, you should message me and we can be besties? (:
Haha long chapter I think? Youre welcome (: xxxx
-Tessy