Change For Me, Harry Styles.

Chapter 85:

*2 years later*
Olivia's POV:
"i know"
"But I mean, how much easier would it be.."
"I know this mother... Im not moving to the UK anytime soon."
"Why not?"
"I just moved!" I gesture to the moving truck in our driveway.
She sighs and rubs her face in frustration.
"I just miss ya, Livvy."
"I know."
"So, heard anything from ... Him?"
I play with my engagement ring and look up at Noah. He smiles and shifts the box in his hands.
"Nope. Last I heard, he was getting married as well. To that Kristin chick."
"Oh."
I hold the tears in and push the lump down. It was time to accept he wasnt mine anymore.
"Yeah. they're going to California to get married on the 14th of February."
My eyes widen.
"What?"
"At the Baptist church I -"
"Thats here." i exclaim.
"Oh shit," she curses and she put her hand over her mouth.
"And Noah and I are getting married the 14th of February."
"Shit."
I nod and look at Paige who just
walked in.
"Paige. Come say hi to gramma."
She climbs on my lap and smiles tiredly.
"Hi grandma."
"Hi sweetie! How are you," mum says and leans closer to the camera.
"I good." she giggles and rubs her eyes.
"Gosh she looks like Harry.." she mumbles and I nod, kissing the top of her head.
"Daddy!" She exclaims and runs to Noah.
"She calls him daddy?"
"Well, noah has been here for two years."
"But-"
"But nothing. She wont be seeing Harry anytime soon."
"How do you know that?" She asks and raises an eyebrow.
"Cause I know." i say.
She nods and Noah smiles at me, then spins Paige around. She squeals and mum gets this disapproving look.
"You dont like him?" I ask and she shrugs.
"Hes not Harry."
"Mum, Harry and I will never work out."
"How do you know? Youve had 2 years worth of separation."
"Im getting married!"
"So? Shit happens and things change."
"I got to go. Love you." I say and end the Skype call.
I shut the computer down and stand from my seat. Paige jumps into my arms and kisses my lips.
"I love you." she says and i kiss cheek.
"I love you, too."
I let her down and sigh. I put on some music and grab the box from Noah.
"What'd your mum say?" He asks and puts the pictures up.
"Just that she was excited about seeing us."
He nods and I yawn.
"We have two months until Im officially Olivia Parks." I smile and drop the box. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him softly. I pull away and let go, then grab another box.
"Two months. After two years.' he smiles and grabs my sides, pulling me closer.
"I love you," he smiles and kisses my forehead.
"I love you, too."
I glance at the clock and see its passed 9, Paige's bedtime.
"Paige! Its bed time."
"No!" She screams and throws her lego.
"Paige Marie Styles-"
Noah looks at me with sad eyes and looks at the ground. I cant change her last name now.
"-Pick that up. And get your little bootie in the bed."
She whines and picks up the lego, then runs to her room.
"Im sorry." I say to Noah and he smiles sadly.
"Its okay."
I nod and walk to Paige's bedroom.
"Mummy... i scared." she says and I tuck her in.
"No reason to be scared baby girl." I smile and kiss her forehead.
"Tell me a bed time story."
I sit next to her and grab her little hand.
"What story?"
"Make one up!" She exclaims.
"Okay, um.."
"Once upon a time, their was a princess." i say and her eyes light up.
"The princess had perfect grades, good manners, and treated everyone with respect." i smile. "But one day, the princess met Prince Harry.. he was the biggest and richest boy in the world... But he acted like he was better than everyone..He treated girls poorly and as a prince he didnt know what it was like to treat a princess like a princess."
She nods.
"But the princess' had issues with her mummy and daddy... so she wasnt ready to deal with a prince.. one day, the princess was going to the coffee shop to get some drinks for her friends and ran into the prince. And thats where it all started." i smile.
I stand and she looks up at me with her big green curious eyes.
"Thats it?" She whines.
"No, Ill tell you bits of the story every night. Goodnight Paige. Love you."
"Love you Mumma."
I shut the door and look in the kitchen. Noah's sitting there, staring at the cabinets.
"Babe? You okay?"
He looks over at me and nods.
"Yeah.."
"Whats wrong?"
"I.. I just hate hearing her last name as Styles." he sighs.
"Well. i cant change it."
"Yes you can. Paige Marie Park."
"Noah..."
"Baby, c'mon." He smiles and pulls me towards him.
"Shes only two.. I cant do that."
"Change her name? She'll never know.'
"I just dont-"
"Am I not good enough to be on her birth certificate or something?" He asks.
"Harrys the bio-"
"ENOUGH WITH THIS HARRY SHIT!" He yells and i flinch outta his grip.
"Harry this, Harry that! Im so sick and tired of Harry!"
I say nothing and he laughs.
"Whats so funny?" I mumble and he shakes his head.
"You still love him."
"No, no I dont."
"Then why do you ask your mum about him?"
"I- hes my childs father."
"WHO YOU HAVENT SEEN IN TWO YEARS." he yells and I close my eyes.
"He doesnt want you anymore Livvy! Why cant you get that through your head? why are you still hoping theres that chance...."
"Im not!"
"Yeah. Sure."
"This wedding is about me and you. Not harry. How do I prove this to you?" I say calmly.
His eyes soften and he pulls me closer.
"Marry me and love me." He whispers and I kiss him harshly.
He smiles and picks me up, then carries me to bed. He lays me down and i close my eyes and predict Harry's big soft hands taking my clothes off. Wow... I am in deep.
I open my eyes and he already has my pants and shirt off.
He smiles at me and kisses my neck before unclipping my bra.
He takes his shirt off and slowly unbuttons his pants as if its hard to take off.
Hes fully undressed by the time I close my eyes again, and he takes off my underwear.
He pushes in me and I groan in pain.
"Shhhh." He whispers and kisses me.
I try to picture the wedding,... Harrys wedding. It wont be me walking down that Aisle. It'll be another beautiful girl hes fallin in love with... it wont. Be. Me.
Noah releases in me and lays next me after taking off the condom , I didnt know he put on, in the trash.
He pulls me into him and kisses the back of my neck.
"I love you.. And im sorry for yelling.'
I say nothing and stare at the wall... Remembering the bedtime story I told Paige.
The prince and the princess had a chance, many... But now.. It was over.




Harry's POV:
"Yeah, and I have the reservations for the baptist church in California. Thats where Kristin wants to go."
"Oh really." mum says and grabs some flowers.
"Yeah, its weird that I'm getting married..."
"And not to Livvy." She says quickly and I act like I didnt hear her.
"I mean... Kristin and I want a baby so much."
"Yeah."
"Why-"
I look at her and she looks back at me.
"Harry.." She sighs, "im happy for you, but.. I dont.. I dont know."
"Its cause its not.. Her.."
She nods.
I nod and bite my lip.
"Well, I talked to her mum though,... Paige is two now, and walking and talking." she says.
"I miss her, so , so much."
"I know, son. But you'll see her one of these days. Fate will bring you to your daughter."
"Then why isnt fate working for Olivia and I?"
Im in love with Kristin, I cant think about this...
"Honey... Maybe its not meant to be." she says and grabs some blue and white string.
I slouch my shoulders and stare at the shelves.
"Will it ever be 'meant to be'?"
"Probably not. Because Olivia is getting married too."
"What?"
"Yeah. On the 14th of February.. I believe." she shrugs and grabs some wine glasses
"Youre kidding," i gape, "kristin and I are getting married that day.."
"Well, Olivia lives in Idaho .. I think."
"Oh, okay. Then ill be fine."
"You know you want to see her.' she smirks.
"No. i dont."
"Its been two years, haz."
"Yeah, two years of hell.' I laugh.
'Oh shhh." She smiles and shakes her head.
"I cant believe youre getting married."
"Me either."
And I cant believe Olivia is getting married to someone who isnt me.