Change For Me, Harry Styles.

Chapter 75:

Harry's POV:
"You can go home now , Mr. Styles."
I nod and sit up.
"Want me to take you home?" mum asks and I nod. "Yes please." i smile weakly at her and stand to my feet..
She nods and grabs her keys. I follow her out and she smiles at me before linking her arm with mine.
"Feeling better?"
" A little." i sigh and she nods.
"Well, when you get home, relax with your girlfriend and drink a cup of tea." she says and I nod.
"Will do." I smile.
I get in the passenger seat and close the door.
We drive in silence until we reach my home.
Which used to be mine and Olivia's.
I sigh and open the door.
"Thanks mum. Ill call you if I need anything." I smile at her and she kisses my cheek.
I unlock the door and sigh when I enter.
"Kristin?"
I don't see her in the living room, kitchen, or bathroom.
"Babe?"
I go in the room and see the note sitting on the bed. I sit down and open it, and read it.
I set it down and put my head in my hands.



I stand in front of her, pushing her body to the wall.
"Thanks for tonight." She whispers and smiles.
"Anything for my girlfriend." I wink
"What?" She asks and laughs.
"Nothing." I smirk and kiss the corner of her mouth.
"Hey, do you want to spend the night tonight? My dad is who knows where and mums at work for like a week." She smirks and kisses my lips softly.
I kissed her back and put my hands on her waist, slightly squeezing.
"I love you." I lie and kiss her cheek.
"What?"
She heard me, she had too. There's no way I can repeat that.
I gulped and looked into her green eyes.
"I love you." I whisper as I lie to her face, again.
She looked down at her feet and back to me.
"Really?" She smiles.
I nod and she jumps on me, my hands catching under neath her thighs to hold her up.
"I love you too." She says, probably telling the truth.
I smile and smash my lips on hers, pushing her into the door, her hand fumbling with the door knob.
Her warm tongue explored mine as I found my way to her bedroom.
I wanted her, and I wanted her now.
"Harry.." She moaned and tugged at my curls, making my pants 100% tighter.
Once I found her room, I layed her on the bed, her quietly giggling as I kissed every inch of her face.
"Harry..." She giggles as I stop.
"I love you."
Why do I keep LYING?
Oh yeah. The bet.
My heart was surprisingly beating hard as hell, and I could practically hear It in my ears.
"Can I make you feel good baby?" I ask and kiss her softly.
"Yes." She whispers and I remember there is cameras watching us.
My partners.
I smirk to myself and pull her pants down to her ankles, pulling them completely off and to the floor.
"Will it hurt?"
"I'm not having sex with you, yet,"
Her cheeks flush and I can't help but realize in awe of how beautiful she truly is.
I can't do this.
"I - I can't.."
"Please."
I remember all the shit I get if I win this so her words didnt phase me.. Much.
I pulled down her panties and smiled at how wet she was.
She covered her face and I couldn't help but laugh at how shy she was being.
"Oh c'mon." I smile and take her hands slowly away from her face.
"I promise I won't make fun of you babe." I smile and kiss the tip of her nose.
She smiles and I make my way down to her pussy.
"You ready.?"
She nods and I stick my finger in there slowly, not wanting to hurt her.
'What the hell Styles ? This isn't some fucking romantic love sex whatever you call it! Do your job correctly!' My thoughts say.
I finger her harder and harder when I hear her moan.
I felt like I was doing it... Again.
Losing myself.
I did it harder and harder until she was screaming and kicked me.
I pulled my finger out and stared at her , myself coming back.
"What happ-"
"Get the FUCK out!" She screams.
"W-why?"
"You- please... Get out."
Fear and sadness crossed her features as she stared at me.
I stood up and left her room, not caring what she felt in that moment.
I was a monster.





I lift my head and bite my lip. Its been so long since that happened.
My head is swarming with memories of us. I cant stop them.
I get up and walk down stairs to the kitchen. i was alone, now.
I should've just fell for Kristin, instead of loving Olivia. Why cant she just leave my fucking mine? Why is this so hard for me?!
Because you truly love her.


Olivia's POV:
I get home and throw my keys in the bowl.
"Tabitha? Im home."
She smiles at me and sits up.
"Hi," she says and grabs her keys, "she was an angel, as usual."
"Thank you, how much do I owe you?"
"Um, i think 15 dollars."
I hand her the money and she leaves.
"Paige!" i exclaim and she looks up at me. I kiss her forehead and pick her up.
"How was mummys little girl? Good?"
She says nothing and drool runs down her chin.
"I'll take that as a yea." i smile and sit her down.
I grab my computer and book tickets for London, again.
I grab my phone and dial my mums cell.
"Ello?"
"Hey, mum .. what are you doing this weekend?" I ask.
"Uh, nothing much. Why?"
"Well, I want to visit."
"Really?"
"Yeah, we have things to discuss." I say.
"Okay, well I can't wait to see you sweetie!"
"I cant wait either... I gotta get Paige to bed. Ill call you when I land tomorrow. I love you."
"I love you too." She says and hangs up.
I shut my phone off so I wont have any interruptions.
I put Paige on my lap and smile at her.
"Mum loves you, you know that?" I whisper and a tear falls.
"Im sorry you can't see daddy, even when I want you too. Youre gonna hate me when you fully understand this situation. Youre gonna be disappointed in me." I rant, "I just dont want you to get hurt, Paige... I dont want daddy to make you feel like you're nothing... like he made me feel..." i whisper and cry harder, "im sorry it has to be this way, baby. i really am."
Her little hand touches my cheek and she smiles at me. Her teeth arent coming in yet, but its the most perfect smile I've gotten.
"Mum wants to move on and find you a daddy, but how can I... When I love your daddy?"
I shake my head a little and pull her closer.
"But Ill always love you... I promise" i whisper and kiss the top of her head.
I close my eyes and see Harry, on his knee, proposing to me.
But thats a fantasy. This is reality.