Heartbeat

CHAPTER 4

I sat across Fred on the Dinning table playing with my fingers as I slowly ended my story with everything in between but carefully excluding Harry's part, and more about my true plans for the university and my life changing decision. Above all people I thought of Fred to disclose my idea of moving to paris.

I truly shared a strong connection with twins despite of there continues nagging and never ending pranks and what not? but I adored them and they loved me back as much as I do or may be more.

He sat tight lipped and simply gawked at me as if I had said him something about changing planet or more like shifting in muggle world  permenatly.

"Say something Freddy" I said.

"What about mum and dad? what about, spl about mum Gin"? asked Fred.

"I dont know. I haven't decided yet. How to explain but I need to go" I uttered.

He sat quiet studying me intently.

"Am I making a mistake?" I voiced my doubt.

"One must never be afraid of committing a mistake, they only help you grow." Replied Fred with a soft look on his face.

"And, it's doesn't look like a mistake to me, it more looks like my small gal is all grownup" he said softly

"I fell unfit here, I need to find my solicitor" I said.

"I just hope you aren't hiding from the fabric of reality Gin" said Fred looking directly into my eyes.

It stunned me more. Does everyone one know about my situation.? Or is it just my eath but very observant brother? And was I framing his statement in right meaning? Or does he meant something otherwise? I choose not to reply and stay mute.

"I am actually glad that you came up with this uni thing. Since you are bright as nut, it would have been a total waste of you joining my joke shop" teased Fred.

Which made me laugh a little totally getting his snarly comment.

"I could make your products ten times funnier and make you twice rich" I snorted.

"I don't doubt on that, you take after me" laughed Fred

"I thought you took after me Gin, not this sloppy creature" remarked George appearing beside me out of no where.

"I believe you heard every tiny bit" I said arching my eyebrow.

"Indeed." George rolled his eyes.

"And?" I questioned.

"I'm just gonna go with everything Fred said earlier" replied George.

"Half answer and half agreement is what I am gonna obtain from both of you?" I accused them.

"That's the best of us" together they replied. Which they did often. It still creeps me out how much they relate and could actually speak the same thing same time.

I shooked my head in disappointed manner but who am I kidding.? The corner of my lips twitched and together we felt in laughter chorus.

It was easy after talking to twins, I felt more confident and surprisingly no one made a scene just leaving Ron and mum. They both could have actually made an perfect participants for an melo drama. Ron made all kind of negative
Points all arranged in sequence to throw one after another. Which I thankfully dogged with the help of Hermoine in between.

On the other hand my mum was all worried about my "nourishment" who was gonna fed me 24/7 now? leaving this issue we were pretty much set. But I knew dad has made up her mind and was constantly supporting her and also me in some way.

Now just 10days left for me to leave I steadily started packing my stuff away. with all the books and equipments already packed I focused on my personal belongings, it was so much, so many cute memories attached to each and every object right fully resting in there places. My room was small not much of glamour, hell it doesn't even looked like it belonged to a girl with Quidditch posters all over my room and rock music dominating rest half with my small bed near the window. where I spent so many nights reading and wondering the secrets of magic and being amazed by it. and thinking about Harry. there was a slight knock on the door and i composed myself.

"I am not disturbing now, am I?" spoke my mum standing behind the door.

"Of Course, not mum. please come in" i said at once.

"I bought this, I thought you might be looking for it." she said pointing to a pink softly knitted jumper by her. It was my mum's gift to me on my last birthday and I had never loved anything more.

"I was mum, thanks for bringing it" I softly replied.

"okay, I will be leaving" she half heartedly looked around my room and my packed boxes.

"Mum, stay a little" I said.

Her eyes glowed and she walked towards me and sat on my bed holding my hands and placing me next to her. And I couldn't control my wavering emotions I hugged her and my mum engulfed me in her arms. Protecting me in her embrace like a bird taking her new born babies in her wing and keeping them close and safe from the world.

"I love you, mommy" I said sounding like a quite sob.

"And I love you too, baby" replied my mum matching my emotions.

We broke our embrace and she cupped my face in her hands and smiled at me.

"Ginny, you are my only daughter and gods know how much I love and care for you. sending you away is breaking my heart sweety, I hope I'm trusting you with this decision and I won't be able to forgive myself if something goes wrong" mum said concern clear in her voice.

"I know mum, and i am so proud that you trusted me with this and standing close to me. I promise, I  wont let any one harm your daughter" I smiled.

She smiled a lil more and wiped a tear which escaped from my eye I coping her action.

"I have arranged you a small farewell party. Well everyone thought of it not me alone." Said mum dabbing her eyes with her handkerchief.

"Mum, you really didn't need to" I replied gently.

"Oh! No worries, it will be a best night of our lives" mum said with extra zeal in her moments she got up and exited my room smiling more.