In A Relationship With Tao of Exo

Chapter 14

"Crushelle."

Hmmm. Whose bed is this? It's really comfortable. I'll tell Mom to buy one for me.

"Crush."

I heard someone say, but I'm pretty sure that's not Mom. Someone tapped my face. I opened my eyes.

Huh? Blue ceilings? Omo. This is not my room.

"Ireona. I have to go to work. You can go anywhere you want. I'll leave you some money. Take care, arasseo?"

I am brought back to reality. Ugh. I slapped myself.

"You had a great sleep, don't you? It's very hard to wake you up."

I also realized that Auntie Anne was the one waking me up.

"Mian, Auntie. I'll be fine. You can go to work now. I don't want you to be late because of me."

"Hmm. I'll go ahead. You can find the duplicate key above the drawer in the kitchen in case you'll go out."

I stood up and kissed her cheek. "Take care, Auntie."

She left my room after that. Oh my gosh, Crushelle. How can you forget that you're not in the Philippines anymore?

I checked my phone. Ugh. Still no text from him. Ever since he started texting and calling me, he never forgets to say good morning. Today is the first time. Maybe he realized that I'm not worth it. Fudge. Just by thinking of it breaks my heart. I'm just over acting, right?

What if he realized that he deserve someone much better than I am? Someone prettier? A Kpop Idol? Another fangirl? Richer? Or what if I'm just a past time? A game for him?

Argh!!!!!

I turned around and saw his standee.

"Ya! Why do you keep on freaking me out? You confuse me so much! One moment, it feels like you're into me and after that you'll leave me hanging?!" Argh! I hate it.

I think I have to take a shower. I went inside my bathroom and turned the shower on. Ahh! I didn't know that hot water can be this refreshing sometimes. I wore comfy clothes after I took a shower. I opened my luggage and my closet.

Omo. I didn't know there are clothes inside my closet. It's all beautiful.

I hanged and folded my clothes in it, arranged by colors. I want my closet organized so I won't have a hard time choosing.

I also arranged everything in their right places.

I placed my laptop at the table beside Tao's standee and turned it on. I've made up my mind. I'm going to find a new bias. Even though it'll be hard for me because almost the last 2 years of my life revolved around him, but I don't want to see myself falling when I know deep inside me that he won't be there to catch. He'll be somewhere else..... performing.

Ugh. Stop dreaming, Crushelle. Where did that come from? It's not like there's something between the two of you. That's the result of over fangirling. Getting overdose of too much feels. I logged in my Facebook account. There are three messages, from Mom, Art and Maxie. I replied to their messages, they're not online that's why they can't reply right away.

I started to view my news feed. Searching for news, scratch that. More like searching for pictures. I opened a new tab and logged in to my twitter account.

As what I said earlier, I am going to find a new bias. Hmmm. Or should I go back to Wooyoung ? Err. I forgot he's currently married because of We Got Married. ( > ¡ < )

I hate it. Don't get me wrong, Park Se Young is fine with me. I'm just shocked and guilty because I forgot to give Wooyoung any attention ever since Tao came. Yeah, I'm a bad fangirl. ( ㅠ . ㅠ )

Luhan's picture. Omo, manliest man ever! *insert sarcasm* HAHAHA.

*scroll. scroll*

Tao! He looked good here. Still handsome--OMO, I think I changed my mind. Who said that I'll be needing a new bias? Huh?

Huang Zi Tao is hot.

Huang Zi Tao is handsome.

Huang Zi Tao is good at singing.

Huang Zi Tao is good at dancing.

Huang Zi Tao is good at rapping.

Huang Zi Tao is Huang Zi Tao.

No other reasons. I can't replace him. I love Huang Zi Tao because he's Huang Zi Tao. If I'm going to love another guy aside of Huang Zi Tao, I'll make sure that the guy will be Tao of EXO.

Argh. See? I'm getting crazy. No, I'm getting crazier!!

He just didn't text me for almost 24 hours and this is what happens to me. I took my phone and composed a message for him.

[To: Tao Oppa

Oppa, I'm in Seoul right now.]

I let out a heavy sigh. I hope he replies. I scrolled my timeline. I smiled bitterly. Don't expect for something, Crushelle. You're not that important, arasseo? I saw a picture of him and I stared at it for a few minutes.

Yo okay~ Sexy,

Na hoksi molla gyeonggo hanunde,

Jigeum wihomhae, so dangerous,

Maybe it's Mom or Maxie or Auntie Anne. I lazily looked at my phone.

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Tao Oppa calling..........

Tell me, what should I do?