perfect medicine

Confession Time

The light streaming in the break in the curtain shines right across the pillow stirring me. When I open my eyes I'm staring into the bluest brightest orbs I've ever seen. The sunlight has them twinkling and sparkling and they are locked on me as he smiles sweetly. "morning shortcake" he whispers as he tucks my hair behind my ear. "holy shit..... It wasn't a dream then...." I chuckle softly as I peek under the covers checking that yes we are both naked. Holy fuck... Naked.... Like a fully naked leto is in bed with me. I'm blushing and pull the pillow over my face squealing as he puts me on my back and rolls over on top of me laughing and tickling me. "no not a dream sweetheart, it happened all right and I'm gonna do everything in my power that to see that it keeps happening..... As often as we can hahaha."
He settles between my legs arms on either side of my head on the pillow, dotting kisses round my cheeks and neck. "what's going on in that head of yours shortcake, I can hear your brain working overtime." Jared asks.
I sigh and look at him. "I guess I just wanted this to happen for such a long time. I mean I knew of you for years and years before you even met me. I've been a fan, I have watched the vyrts, attended the gigs, bought the music, hell I've had the fantasies and now.... Now it's all coming true. You can't blame me for over thinking things. I mean for you it's not such a biggie, you hook up all the time. For me this is massive Jay. I need to know it's not just a spur of the moment thing. An I just fell for my nurse thing and now that it's happened that I'm gonna go back to mercy, do my shifts and never hear from you again..... " I slump down on the pillows, eyes shut, face scarlet and before I can even wait for his response his lips are on line, his hands in my hair, his tongue seeking mine." Jasmine... Mmm..you are so much more... Mmmmm... Than any of that you just said there..."he says between kisses. "look at me.... Please...." he practically begs. I open my eyes to see thoughts beautiful orbs dark and stormy with emotion. "I liked you from the first moment I saw you in the hospital that day so yeah the physical thing was there but we've been together, living together for all these months and I've got to know the real you, the inner you and I've fallen head over heels with her... With you... I mean it jasmine... I don't say this very often and haven't for many years but I love you. " I feel as though my heads going to explode. Im just staring at him and he bursts out laughing...." shan and tomo told me you do this.... I guess I've broken you like they did when you first met them hahaha. Talk to me shortcake.... Tell me your not freaked out by what I've told you cos it took a lot for me to do it. " I break the stare and wrapping my legs around him flip him so we are the opposite way around." of course I'm freaked out you big dufus, my idol of decades, my favourite singer, actor, patient and now lover has just professed his love for me..... I guess it's just as well I feel exactly the same way about him then isn't it. " I hear him audibly gasp and his smile is astounding as he sits up to meet me face to face." you mean it.... Don't play with me jasmine.... I meant it when I said I've been hurt before. I've maybe genuinely said it to one person in my life and now to you. I really love you and can't bear losing you" "just as well I'm not going anywhere then isn't it jared" I say as we hug like we will never see each other again. So tight I can barely breathe. I tickle him into letting me go and he lays down. "I love you too Jared Joseph leto" I say as I gently wrap my legs around his narrow waist. I feel him harden beneath me and I move up higher and slide down, swallowing him up, feeling him harden fully inside me. "fuck jasmine.... You feel so good... I can definitely get used to this..." he smirks as I ride him into submission. We spend the next few hours in bed until through sheer exhaustion and hunger we force ourselves to get up and go out for food. We head to the nearest whole foods to grab something to have indoors as neither of us can be bothered with anyone today. So much so we put off Shannon and tomo and stevie who phoned to pop over. Jared made up a lame excuse but Shannon saw through him straight away and texted him back telling him to keep the noise down or the neighbours might complain. I was doubled over the shopping cart laughing at Jareds blushing face till my phone pinged a text alert too. Shannon again saying about fucking time too sis. Oh my God these guys........ They will be the death of me..... Lol