suicide || h.s ✔

twenty six - past

{Edited- also I am starting the tour before 2014 and starting it in October. The first concert is in Ireland}

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"That was great, Harry, but one more time."

I nodded my head, grabbing a hold of my headphones and belting out the lyrics to our new song, "And being here without you is like waking up with... Only half a blue sky. We're kind of there but not quite. I'm walking 'round with just one shoe, I'm only have a heart without you. I'm half a man at best with half an arrow in my chest. Cause I miss everything we do, I'm half a heart without you. Half a heart without you. I'm half a heart without you."

The boys gave me a thumbs up from outside of the recording booth. I smiled and placed the headphones back on top of the microphone stand. Dave smiled at me and started talking to us all. "That was brilliant, Harry! Amazing job. We'll be done today with that song. I'll see you boys tomorrow to finish recording Diana?"

We agreed with Dave and began walking outside. I put my sunglasses back on my face and turned to the boys, "Now what?".

"You wanna go to Nandos?" Niall asked us. The four of us agreed and told him we would meet him there since we all took separate cars to get to this recording studio. "Alright see you lads there then."

We went our separate ways, going to our cars. I guess I should catch you up on a lot of things that have happened. The lads and I are all on good terms now and acted like nothing had ever happened. Back when I had my little mental breakdown, I talked to my mum and Simon where they both gave me some really helpful advice and courage and a really great therapist to see. While on my way home from therapy one day, I was going to go to Liam's house to start with my apologies with him, but first I needed to go home to get my phone. Upon arriving at home, I noticed that there were four people seated on my porch. The lads and I all said sorry and just ended giving each other a huge hug. We agreed to forget that day and just place it far, far behind us.

Almost three months later, we have been closer than ever. Kaylee is rarely mentioned but I do ask about her sometimes. She is getting released in a few weeks and I hate to say it, but I am still in love with her, stupid, I know. Now, the lads and I are just finishing up our new album called Midnight Memories. The fans are extremely excited. But what they don't know yet is that in October we will be starting a stadium tour called 'Where We Are'. The five of us are really excited to get back on the road and do the things we love to do: perform concerts, perform for our fans, and see places and do things we never got to do on the other tours. We love experiencing new things.

"Harry?"

Clearing my head of my thoughts, I looked up to notice the four boys standing at my window calling my name, "Yeah?"

"We have been calling you for the past five minutes. What are you thinking about?" Louis said, glancing towards his watch.

I smiled, "Just thinking about the tour. I am extremely excited."

Liam opened my door and said, "Same here. I can't wait to go to all the stadiums around the world. I missed performing but it was nice to have a break with family and friends for a little while."

"I can't wait for the fans to find out. When are we announcing it again?" I asked sliding into the booth at Nando's.

Louis chuckled, sitting down next to me in the booth. "We have this press conference thing in a few days. The album will be released tomorrow. Then in August, right before Liam's birthday, the tickets will go on sale. We then start tour rehearsals the very next day and before you know it, October 1st will be here."

I smiled widely. The fans are excited for the album. They leaked it a few days ago but we're confident that we'll top all the charts. We do have the best fans in the world.

"Well, are you ready to order?" Niall asked, rubbing his rumbling stomach.

I nodded, "Yeah, I'm starving."

***

"So, we hear the you have some amazing news for us."

The five of us sat side by side near a large table. Behind us was a white board that had our band's name across it multiple times.

Zayn smiled at the interviewers, "We just released our new album, Midnight Memories, last Wednesday. Now we have some bigger news. Since a new album was dropped, it's only fair to say that we will be going on tour!"

Niall grinned, "Yeah and we're extremely excited, but this is like no other tour. It will be called the 'Where We Are Stadium Tour' which means we will be going around to different stadiums all around the world!"

We shouted and yelled, throwing our hands up into the air. The people in the crowd smiled and a man spoke up, "And when will the tickets be going on sale and how will we know what stadiums you boys will be going to?"

I spoke up, "Well, if you check out our official website, you can click on the banner at the top that says 'Where We Are Stadium Tour'. Upon clicking on that, pick which country you live in and then search for your state and then your city. We are still adding dates though. You can check out our pictures in that team's uniform. As of the tickets, they will be going gong on sale the night before Liam's birthday. Presale are available right now only if you're a season ticket holder of that stadium's team."

The interview grinned, "And when will your first concert be."

We looked at one another and all said, "October 1st, 2013."

***

"Well it seems like that went extremely well," Liam said.

After our press conference thing, we headed back to our hotel in LA. I flopped onto the large couch, flicking on the TV. "Hey Lou?"

"Yeah?" He called from the kitchen.

"What are you making?"

"A sandwich, why do you want one?"

I chuckled, "Yeah."

Niall's eyes lit up, "Make that two."

Liam smirked, "Make the three."

Louis groaned, "Zayn mate I'm guessing you want one too?"

Zayn laughed. "Nah man."

Louis cheered. While Louis was making sandwiches I looked at the other three lads. "Oh hey, you guys never told me where our first stop is."

Liam looked at Niall and Niall looked at Zayn.

I laughed, feeling an uneasy feeling in my stomach. "Guys, why do I feel like I am the only one that doesn't know?"

Niall groaned, "Mate, that's because you are."

I shot upright, flinging my legs onto the floor. "What? Yhy?"

Zayn flinched, "Because we know you won't be happy on where the first stop is but Simon said he just wanted to get it over with."

"Aren't we starting in South America?"

Liam shook his head, "We're starting in Ireland."

I shrugged my shoulders, "Why would I care that we are starting in Ireland."

Just then Louis came into the room with four plates. He sat down next to me and handed me a sandwich. Grinning he said, "We're starting in Mullingar, Ireland. Specially Niall's hometown."

The lads threw pillows at Louis whose mouth formed into an O shape. "I wasn't supposed to say that was I?"

They shook their heads. Louis smiled, "Well now that he knows that, why can't we just tell him the rest?"

"The rest of what?" I am so confused.

"Kaylee is going to be there too. Front row and with backstage passes."

I think Liam, Niall, and Zayn wanted to strangle him.

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