-Supernatural One Shots, Imagines, and Preferences-

Sorry Not Sorry- Casifer x reader

"Are you sure?" I asked my angel.

"I have to help them, (Y/N). They need me."

"I swear one of these days I'm going to kill those Winchester boys," I joked sadly.

"I love you, (Y/N). I should be back soon."

"Love you."

With that, he disappeared. Every time Castiel went to help the Winchesters, all I could think of was all the ways it could result in his death. It kept me awake at night, worrying about him. While I knew that he was an angel and could hold his own, I couldn't help but worry. And usually, he came back fine.

I went to the kitchen to get some ice cream. I was going to binge horror movies until Castiel came back. I grabbed my cookie dough ice cream and laid down on the couch, remote in hand. I began with my favorite horror movie, Scream. I got to Scream 4 in the series before I decided I should go to sleep. It was already 1:30. I had been wearing my pajamas all day, so I just hopped into bed and tried to sleep. For some reason, rest came easier to me that night than usual.

When I woke up, Castiel was back, beside me in bed. I was a bit shocked to say the least. He was usually gone for at least a week before the Winchesters were done with him.

"Hey, baby. I thought you were going to be gone until at least Monday," I yawned. 

"Do you want me to leave?" He smirked, an unusual air of confidence overtaking him. 

"No," I hesitantly responded. He's probably just tired. "Let's get breakfast."

"Do you want to go out or eat here?" He asked, scooting closer to me. 

"Let's go to Betsy's diner. I know you love their pancakes."

"Okay," he said, acting indifferent. This is definitely odd.

I got out of bed and took off my pajamas in front of my mirror by my closet. I saw him looking at me through the mirror, his eyes  full of lust. I rolled my eyes and pulled on some very short jean shorts over my black underwear. I put on a black sports bra and a dark gray t-shirt with a deep neckline. I pulled my hair back into a loose, high ponytail and turned around, only to be met by the embrace of an angel.

"You look amazing, baby."

"Thanks, hottie. I'm going to go get my keys. Ready to go?"

"Just about. Give me a few minutes. I'll meet you in the car," he smiled, kissing my cheek.

Still strange.

I made my way to the car and he flashed in a few minutes later, startling me. I could never get used to him fluttering in.

"Ready?" I asked.

"All set."

I started the car and began the short drive to Betsy's diner. Cas surprised me by slipping his hand onto my thigh while I was driving. It was nice, don't get me wrong, but it was really out of character for Cas. We arrived at the diner and took our seats at a booth. 

Breakfast went by pretty quickly with minimal conversation. He occasionally gave me these weird looks that made me uncomfortable. Something had to have happened to him while he was on the hunt. 

"Baby, let's head back to your apartment. I need to get back to the Winchesters soon."

"Okay," I sighed, still suspicious of this sudden change in character. 

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When we got back to my apartment, he disappeared. I was kind of relieved to be honest. There was something seriously weird with Cas. I was beginning to get worried. I ignored this feeling and decided to go for a run to clear my head. Maybe I was just being weird. 

Cas is probably fine. 

When I got back to my apartment from my run, I was drenched in sweat. It wasn't that hot outside, I was just out of shape. I had a stress fracture in my tailbone and had to rest for a few months, but I was better now. I was breathing so hard, it felt like I needed my inhaler. I decided to take a shower.

In the middle of my shower, I was startled by familiar hands encircling my waist. 

"Oh! Jesus, Cas, you scared me."

"I just missed you, baby."

"You were gone for like 45 minutes."

"It was too long," he sighed, kissing my neck. 

"I appreciate this Cas, but I'm not in the mood. I really need to get some work done today."

"You're no fun," he pouted.

"Sorry."

And then I blacked out. I don't know what happened, but when I woke up, I was in a dark room.

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Sorry for the weird cliffhanger. Let me know if you want a part 2. Also let me know what you think in general.