I'm falling for my Fiancé - (BOOK 1)

Part 50 - Hurts like hell

Apollo Arthur Hamilton

It is getting late at night and now i lay on my own bed next to Kayla one of the chick from school, feeling so tired after doing a few rounds with her.

I've been so stressed these days cause it is so hard for me to get into the University that i want and the feeling of scared of not getting what i want keep haunting me since a few weeks ago. I don't want anyone to know that sometime i can be very depressed just because of some little thing. I don't want anyone to see me on my weakness, I don't want them to see me with a concern on their eyes. I keep drinking all night inside of my own bedroom just to forget everything until i got tired and sleep.

I even forget when is the last time i talk to Lana, the stressful shit of the goals inside of my head making me so tired and depressed. The pressure on my shoulder is too heavy for a teenager like me, the goals to get into Harvard is like one of the requirements to run my family business. So the other employer and the other company won't underestimate me and my family's company.

The only way to run away from this stressful life is to forget and this is how i do to forget all of my problems. Drinking and having a night with a girl name Kayla, we've been doing this friends with benefits since I can't remember especially when I'm going on a hard times. Besides Lana can't really give me my physical needed, i love her.

I do love Lana.

But she haven't and seems won't give me what i needed, well my life is changing since she walks into my life. But sometimes i have to fulfill my needed, besides I don't really care how Kayla really feels. It seems like she's been with so many guys including Justin.

I was so surprised when she shown up from Justin's room when we were in Hawaii, nobody really know about this dirty little secret accept her and myself.

"I have to go" Kayla said broking the silent in the middle of the dark room.

"Yeah, just don't bring any of my shirt" i said and actually not so care if she brought one of my shirt but now it feels annoying when the other girl stealing your shirt.

"I'm just only going to borrow it" she said with a seductive laughs before started to put her arms around me and started to brush my shoulder slowly.

"I'll give it back to you on our next meeting" she whispered on my ears and i feel guilty every time she does this.

The bedroom door suddenly being opened when the lights being turned on and revealed Floyd with a black formal shirt looking so shocked when they found me on the bed with Kayla.

I pushed her away from me before getting up from the bed, my heart beating so fast didn't expect that this thing is going to happen.

Floyd's face turn into an anger before one of his hand reach one of the cup on the wardrobe and throw it to to the wall.

"Bro i can explain" i said with my heart beating so fast.

I've never seen him this mad before until his hard fist met my face right on the nose, his fist feels so hot and it hurts so fucking bad. I think my nose is broken, it hurts like hell.

"You're a total bastard Apollo, a real men don't do this!" He said with an anger on his face while both of is arm pushing my body onto the wall.

I see Kayla is picking her stuff before I suddenly heard Sarah voice came in, shit shit this is going to be the end of my life. I wasn't expecting this thing is going to happen.

"Floyd stop what are you doing?" Sarah walks inside with an innocent eyes until she saw Kayla is standing inside of the room wearing my shirt.