Biology

Means something

"As the adult I need to know your safe but as me I need you to recognize the boundaries,  I have to be able to trust you.
So stay but this can't happen again not until my brain as caught up and we decide what we're going to do, Yes?"
"If Your sure, Yes" he nodded. He moved to sit at the table so "so what now" he asked trying not to stare at her.
"I don't know, let's just get something to eat" she offered moving to the draw to pull out menus.
"What you fancy?" She asked turning to see him watching her. She raised her eyebrows sternly to look at him, seeing him swallow his comment. "Um I don't mind you choose" he smiled.
"Well pizza is my favorite. We shud order then can you at least text your mum and say your staying at friends" she spoke watching him intently.
"That's what I told her anyway, so she won't be missing me. She's probably relieved to have the house to herself with him" he sighed.
"Okay if your sure, okay well shall we go and watch some tv then, I'm shattered" she smiled wearily.
"Ok, whatever you want is fine with me" he smiled, he could see her watching him but he moved to the sofa across the room.
"You won't be able to see from there" she smiled shuffling up and covering her legs with the blanket, "No  funny business mind" she smiled softly at him as he slipped down beside her.

It felt intimate she couldn't deny it she jumped as her leg slipped her foot brushing his leg, as she moved her leg swiftly away.
"I'm not going to jump you, no need to be jumpy" he smirked meeting her gaze as he watched as she irresistibly bit her lip watching him intently.
"Okay, Sorry" she sighed moving back comfortably, jumping as the door bell sounded loudly.
She hopped  up and moved towards the door she returned to find him moving bits of the coffee table to make room for the pizzas.
"Thanks" she placed them down moving to grab some plates and moving back to her original position.
"Smells amazing" he grinned quickly tucking in to the pizza before him hungrily.
"Hungry" she smirked.
He laughed, "just a little worked up and appetite" he winked seeing the colour flush to cheeks as she drew her gaze away from his.
"I wouldn't have put you as an olive lover" she screwed her face up as he took another piece of pizza from the box.
"Oh they are so yummy" he grinned offering her one.
"So yuckky you mean" she screwed her face up in disgust as she took a bite of her pizza.
"I'll stick to mine thanks" she grinned dipping it into her sauce and relishing in its taste as it met her lips. She focused once again on the tv trying to avoid his probing watchful eyes.
"Stop it" she growled after half an hour.
"What, Sorry" he apologized feeling awquard I didn't realize I was doing it, your just so pretty" he replied honestly.
"Stop that too" she smirked, she couldn't think she knew what her body wanted, she could feel him sitting so close but so far away. But she couldn't let it happen, the repercussions were not worth thinking about. But then she had already broken the rules, she'd already crossed the line so even if she kept her reserve it didn't stop her already being a whole world of trouble.

They sat awquardly together for a while before the clock climbed midnight, "thanks for letting me stay the thought of sleeping out in this" he spoke passively gazing out the window at the hard sky.
"I couldn't have that" she smiled patting his knee gently, "I'll show you the spare room I'm going to head up"  he nodded greatfully.
"Thank you Connie"he moved to ever so gently to kiss her cheek, and she felt like she had been punched in the stomach the feelings that suddenly over powered her.
She stepped forward but he didn't notice as he turned to the window moving to look out, "I sometimes wonder if anyone would even miss me if the darkness sucked me up. The nights I lay in the dark cold and wet and nobody came looking for me, nobody noticed.
I used to wonder if that was how life would be, if I was always going to be lonely and overlooked. I used to dream of moving away getting a job abroad so I'd never be cold again. I used to wonder how long it would take someone to miss me if I froze to death it felt like they wouldn't. But tonight..." he turned to face her seeing the tears glazed over her eyes "tonight you changed all that because you noticed, you came, you know I've only slept in a bed 3 times this month and nobody even noticed.
I'd sneak back in at lunch and wash my clothes and grab some food knowing They would be out, so i didn't have to face them. He scares me Connie and he barely lifts a finger at me, and my mum she doesn't defend me she wants me gone I have nobody. Until tonight, there is no pressure I don't expect you to look after me I'm a big boy I'm fine on my own it's a few months until I can leave. But just knowing somebody thought long enough to look for me, knew me enough to know where to look ...it.....
"Means something" she offered stepping towards him.
"Yes" he whispered, "I respect you and your choice, but it won't change how I feel about you" he finished his fingers softly meeting her waist.
"Your my light Mrs Beauchamp" he spoke hoarsely before pulling her closer and nuzzling into her neck as she chuckled. "I don't know about that" she smirked.
"Your special" he finished kissing against her pale freckled skin. He felt her sharply gasp a lung full of air, "you deserve so much more than this Jacob". She began moving back a pace, trying to compose her restraint.
"You deserve a family and friends who care, a place safe and warm to live, you deserve to be happy your so young" she sighed.
"I'm 18 in a few months, and I'll be gone" he concluded .
"You can't" she breathed heavily her gaze looking up to meet his.
"Why not?" He asked watching her closely as she shifted on the Spot.
"Because ...no it's nothing" he caught her hand as she attempted to leave. "I don't think this is nothing" he whispered as she whimpered and allowed him to draw her in and claim her mouth.
The sweet moans echoed the room, as once again she let him lie her upon the bed, "Jacob" she whispered "you going to pretend you don't feel this again Connie" he asked softly as his hand slipped under her top.
"No it's just I left the bath on" she smirked as he leapt off her and she hurried from the room.