Conquerors of the New World ✓

CNW 44: City of Illusion

Ilagay ko kaya dito yung sa The Mortal Instruments: City of bones, ashes, fallen angels... ano pa ba? HAHAHAHAHA
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Words can hurt others, but sometimes, silence hurts even more than words.

Stanley's silence is killing me. Ilang beses ko itong tinitignan at binabalingan ngunit halos hindi ito tumingin sa aking pwesto. Kung dati'y nag eexist ako sa kanya na para bang ako ang sentro ng kanyang mundo, ngayo'y ibang iba. It was like I'm a stranger to him— a stranger he shouldn't even spending his time looking at my side.

And it f—cking hurts, knowing that I became dependent of him. He was my bestfriend and my brother but now he can't even look into my eyes. Because he doesn't want to.

I sighed ang continue my silent walk. Lahat naman kami ay tahimik, nakikiramdam sa isa't isa. I can day that we really don't trust each others aside from our own guild because it could easily identify if you look at us— you can feel the gap, you can see each others avoiding other's eye, and you can say that we're really not used with each presence.

Ngayon ko lang napansin ang itsura ng pintuan na nasa harap namin dahil dati'y hindi ko iyon pinapansin, ang pinakauna naman ay wala akong malay, 'di ba? Ngayo'y nakatayo kami sa isang napakalaking pintuan. It's a double door with a design in which, reminds me of royal door— the difference is that the majority color is violet and black, but there are also some platinum linings in each side as its design.

Walang salitang nangunguna si Alpha, Valord at Dustine doon sa pinto at pumasok. Mula dito, ay wala kang makikita kundi puro itim, at noong pumasok sila'y biglaan silang nawala. I admit, I was shock, but the others were so used to it that's why I became at ease. Ibig kasing sabihin ay ganito talaga iyon.

Hindi sinasadyang nagawi ang tingin ko kay Hera na nakakapagtakang tahimik. She's not even clinging on Alpha that caused me to be confused. I thought they are partners? But well, the way Alpha talks and flirt to me said otherwise. He's flirting, right? You know what happened last night.

Mabilis akong pinamulahan ng pisngi sa aking naisip. Oh god, why am I even thinking like that? I think I need to ask Yvonne to purify my mind. My thoughts are full of sins! It needs to be purify, ASAP!

“Nightingale?” Oh. Ako nalang pala ang hindi gumagalaw. Namula akong muli dahil doon. Mabilis akong naglakad palapit sa kanila at hindi rin nakatakas sa aking pandinig ang tawa ni Yvonne.

“Someone's daydreaming…” Hindi ko nalang pinansin ang sinasabi nito.

“Are you ready?” Tumingin ako kay Red na naghihintay pala sa gilid. Kaya pala'y di pa sya pumapasok. To answer his question, I nodded. Tumango ito at pinauna ako. Napalunok pa ako, ngunit nang ihakbang ko ang paa ko ay parang may pwersang humihila sa akin papasok kaya't wala akong nagawa kundi ang ihakbang ang paa ko para hindi ako mawalan ng balanse.

Hindi ba't sabi ko'y itim ang nasa loob? I don't know but when I finally entered the door, a blinding light covered my eyes. Napapikit ako dahil doon at pagdilat ko ay hindi ako makapaniwala sa aking nakikita.

Isa lamang ang masasabi ko.

Nasa paraiso ako.

The scenery in front of me is surreal. For a nature lover like me, I can't help but to love the surroundings around me that I could live here forever.

There are so many kinds of flowers, and it was like I was in a garden. May mga naglalakihan at malalabong na puno sa paligid. The flowers— blue, red, yellow, pink, white… name it, are here! I saw lilacs, roses, baby's breath and so many beautiful flowers around me. May nakita rin akong iba't ibang kulay na paru-paro na nagliliparan sa paligid.