Bevore we lost Ourselfs (OLD, TRASH, VERY BAD SPELLING AND GRAMMAR!)

chapter 45

Every day and night I'd cry, knowing that soon it'll be the last time I'll be able to see my friends. People I trusted....
Curently, I was training one on one.
I was about to shot him, bevore I felt a terible pain in my shoulder.
I groand in pain I droped Briana.
„Looks like this time I won, Dimond.", a guy called Lewis Esence said.
„S-shut up...", I whisper yelled.
I walked to the hospital section of the Army, leaving me to think about David.

-mini time skip-
After I got bandaged up, the devil himself told me I can go home, for the very last time.
I got into my room, and packed the most needed stuff, also put Cookie into a cat-traveling bag(side note: my outo correct alway makes bag into bagel xR) .
Once I was done, I walked to a car a girl named Wiktoria drived it (Al, Kia, u get the revrence, but shhhhhh, nubudy can know xD).
She wasn't much of a talker, she was bit mute, only saying how long it'll take to get to my home if I asked, or telling me if we're there. She looked like me, and accted a bit like me. But today was difrent.
„Hay uhm..... C-could I drive more wildly? I-if you're okay with that...", she asked, so I noded.
That was..... Kinda a rough ride....
She was driving fast, makeing sharp turns, ect.

After I've arived home, I said goodbye and Wiktoria Has driven away.
I knocked on the door, to be opend by Kira. „Lun-Lun! What a nice suprise", she smiled, „I was alone at home, come in ya siner." „Did you and Al seriosly make a plan on how to piss me off?", she shook her head as a no.
I walked in, let Cookie go out of the bag, ran up to my room and threw everything on the floor, runing back down.

I was smiling widely, like if I didn't have anything that worried me, wich of corse was not true. I wanted to make it seem like I was happy as fuck.
I kindly greeted everyone, including Thomas, and was jokeing around with no end.
„Lun-Lun?", Kira asked. „Yup?"
„Why are you in such a good mood? Normaly you'd avoide us.... And if not you'd just be down and not talk as much...", I tried to keep my smile as real and reasureing as I could, „I felt you shouldn't worry, and I've just wanted to forged I'm even down for a second", I said, as I saw a smile growing on Kira's face.
„Well, my dear friends, I have an idea...", they all looked at me with questioning looks.
„How about we go thro whole London, visiting the many many sights, and having as much fun as posible? I mean, I didn't have time to visit them, mabe you did though...", I asked them.
„We did see a few sights without you, but not as much. And I think its a good idea, what about you guys?", Alina questioned the others. They all noded in agreement.
„Great! Well, we'll drive out tomorrow moring, at 7 AM, so get your asses to sleep early and pack a few things, its gonna be a long week!", I said loudly, with exitment in my voice.
I ran upstairs to my room, locked the door, leaned against it and slit down.

{You're gonna regred this...} I thought to myself.
{You're gonna get deeper into the mess you're in.... Not thinking about staying save and beeing happy to return somewere or someone....
But there's no going back now.}
With that I looked at the window.
{Might as well go for a walk...}
I klimbed out of the window, and started walking.
I thought of a song I know from a musical.

Hamilton: Its quied uptown

I started to hum the melodie as I walked to the park. I forgot it was closed so (so was the 666 word xD) I continued to walk.
Afentuly I got to a bar and got wasted as fuck.
I was stugeling to walk back home, and when I did I couldn't climb back up so I knocked on the door, only to be faced with a clearly confused Alina.
„Lun-Lun? I thought you were in your room?", there was a short silence, „I-I waaaaaaasssss but I was borrreeeed and I got o-out the windowww", I replied starting to feel light headed.
„Ugh.... You're drunk withou me again....., Come in bevore I'll close the door.", she said anoyed.
I walked in and right as I wanted to start walking upstairs I passed out.

Alina's P.O.V.
God damnit! She passed out while everyone's in theyr rooms!
I tried to drag her up the stairs but that' was quite a chalange, so I decided that she'll just stay on the sofa. I draged her there, put a blanked over her unconcios body and walked to my room.
I started to pack a not so big backbag with my most needed stuff, and headed off to bed.