Love Lisoo

What I feel because of you

I hate one thing at the
moment, but I won't say
what it is, all I can say,
I can't stand the pain it
gives me every single
fucking day.

I'm trying my best to grab it,
succeed and win,
but it doesn't seem like
that will happen because
other people are closer
to it and going all in.

How does one reach their
goal? Is it really about
working hard and all?
I don't know because it
doesn't seem like I'll be
able to reach mine,
I wonder what it feels like
to be in first place and
winning what you want, to
show it off and let it shine.

I can't explain the suffering
horrors I feel day after day,
It may not be the same
each day, but that suffrage
will never go away.

I fake my happiness
so people won't worry,
I want to be up there,
I want to achieve, win and
show off the prize filled
with so much glory.

I'm badly wounded, I am
so fragile and filled with
strength, but still be careful,
Just beat me down enough
times and you'll see how
I can be really strong,
but also stressful.

"Don't hurt me please.."
Is all I can say,
"I love you"
Is what I truly feel,
"I'll always care about you"
Is what I'm loyal to,
"I'll always be here, forever."
Is what I really mean.

Just hold me tightly, and
don't let go please,
but if you do it's okay, just
don't come back to me.

If I am in your life and you
let me go, that's okay that's
normal thing to do,
Just don't come back,
saying "Please I'm sorry
I left, please let's start
freshly new."

I can give you all the love
you need, you just have to
be there for me and be you
that's all I ever needed.

Hey, Lisa. I still love you.