too pretty to cry

- chapter 4

~ "You're wonderful, everything one could want" ~

"Everything I want" I whispered before putting my lips on hers.

She first started to kiss back but after a few seconds she pulled away, looking down.

"I can't do that" she said almost crying.

I gave her a confused look, not knowing what she was talking about.

"Kissing you. I just can't" she then said.

"Huh, why? Did I do something?"

"No no Sarah, you didn't do anything, I'm just scared about what other people might say"

I put a finger under her chin so she would look at me "Y/N, please listen to me, I won't do anything you're not comfortable with. We can take things slow... only if you want of course"

She nodded, letting out a small laugh "Yeah, I'd like that"

"Should we head home now? The pizza is gonna get cold" I asked

"Sure"

[pov y/n]

Wow, she really kissed me. I mean it's great but i can let this go too far I'm just scared about what other people might think.

While on or way back I got even more nervous, I'm gonna spend the night at Sarah's.

Every now an then I looked at her while she was singing to literally every song that came on and I must say that she's really adorable.
She then stopped the car.

"We're here!"

I looked outside and saw a beautiful, not too big but also not too small house.
We got out of the car and headed towards the front door.
Sarah unlocked the door and stepped inside while I was just looking at the house.

"You know that you can come in, right?" she said laughing.

I then got inside "I know I know but your house is just beautiful"

"It's enough for me, I don't need one if those big houses, that everyone has you know?"

I nodded.

She then guided me into the living room.

"Sit down if you want, I'm gonna get some tequila" she said while pointing to the couch.

"You really have an obsession for tequila don't you?" I said while sitting down.

She laughed and went to the kitchen.

My phone buzzed and I took it out of my pocket. Evan texted me and that like a million times.

Bubba🧸🥳: y/n

Bubba🧸🥳: y/n

Bubba🧸🥳: y/n

Bubba🧸🥳: y/n

Bubba🧸🥳: y/n where are youuuuusjhfjdcuduhxjs

Bubba🧸🥳: ANSWER MOI😤💘

Bubba🧸🥳: are you getting laid?

Bubba🧸🥳: god i hope so cuz you need that💓💓

y/n: god evan

Bubba🧸🥳: FINALLY

Bubba🧸🥳: where are you

y/n: i'm at sarah's

Bubba🧸🥳: sarah who

y/n: sarah paulson you dumbfuck🤪🤪

Bubba🧸🥳: NO SHIT

y/n: yup

Bubba🧸🥳: DID YOU GET LAID

y/n: NO WHAT THE FUCK

Bubba🧸🥳: but did you two kiss

y/n: maybe

Bubba🧸🥳: NO SHIT

Bubba🧸🥳: WHDKDNANCLZOWUROFUHE

y/n: i told her that i wanted to take things slow

Bubba🧸🥳: AGRH

y/n: calm down sweetie😂

Bubba🧸🥳: i AM calm ;(

y/n: i gotta go, i'll text you later

Bubba🧸🥳: better get laid hehe

y/n: EVAN

Bubba🧸🥳: IM SORRY HAVE FUN

y/n: THANK YOU

Just as I put my phone back in my pocket, Sarah came with tequila.

"Who were you texting? If you don't mind me asking of course" she said as she put down the tequila on the table.

"Just Evan, he was kinda worried about me and told me to get laid"

Sarah started laughing hysterically

"Calm down Ms Paulson we don't want you to choke on air or something" that sentence broke everything in her, she was almost on the floor, laughing so unbelievably much.

She started to calm down and sat down properly "Okay I'm back"

"Wonderful" I said.

"Sure you don't wanna get laid?" she said smirking and I looked at her with a shocked face.

"I'm just joking y/n, don't worry"

"MmmMmMmh" I muffled with my mouth full of pizza.

Every now and then I caught her staring at me and god that made me so unbelievably nervous.
I'd like to kiss her but right now I just want to take things slow and I'm glad that she accepts my decision.

At around 1am I started to get really tired and leaned onto Sarah's shoulder.

"Are you tired?" she asked, taking one of my hands.

"Noooooo" I whisper sleepily "I just wanna stay here with you" I then added.

After some time Sarah and I were fully awake again kinda drunk. She then put on some music and pulled me up to dance with her.

"WOOOOHOOOHHHHOOO" Sarah yelled and let herself fall onto the couch and I let myself fall onto her.

"OUCH" She yelled and started laughing.

I could see directly between her boobs, up to her face.

"Hey Sarah" I laughed

"Hm?"

"Nice tits"

"Excuse me?" Sarah then said

"I said" I took a small break "NICE TITS"

"God you really are drunk, you should sleep y/n"

"Pssht, I'm napping" I said before falling asleep.