𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏- 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐅𝐅 √

Part 11 : I'm trying To Smash This Wall

You stayed quiet all the time because you don't even know what to talk with him. Jungkook is getting ready for his so-called-date with his ex. Haneul. Who's by the way a girl you've never heard before and you never met before.

You can't believe jungkook never told you about her, well if you think back about your recent relationship with hoseok, you made it a secret too. You don't understand why you two need to keep this love a secret.

Why didn't both of you tell each other about them? Both of you have nothing to hide and never once not tell each other about everything that's happening in your life. Maybe it's because you both wants to have a moment of privacy? You have no answer for that at all.

"You're dressing to well for her." You said while helping him folds his fresh washed clothes. Its been a while since you last visited his house and you're surprise at how consistent this man really is. The clean house and all the furniture in this house are spotless clean.

He's a real husband material for sure. You just want to be with him but you know those are just a mere imagination and nothing more.

Jungkook glance by the mirror on your reflection, your eyes are focusing on the clothes laying on the bed. Your hands are busy folding the clothes and never once his eyes meet your beautiful ones.

With a loud sigh, jungkook gives up buttoning up his clothes and walks to the side of his bed. Where he could stand close with you. "I'm just going to meet for only twenty minutes. I promise you, we'll not talk longer than that."

Why does it feels like you are holding him from being free? You are just his friend and not his girlfriend, so why does he needs to be here with you as soon as possible?

He's a free man and he can do anything he wants but every time jungkook feels like he needs to meet a person, especially a woman, he just have to call and tell you. He doesn't want the rumors in school will leads you into a misunderstanding.

"It's fine, really. You just take your time with her and I'll be here when you come back." Jungkook knows you are sincere with your words but it's not like he likes meeting haneul. So why does he needs to stay there long?

"I'll be here before you could even say corn dog." You snicker a laugh before looking up into his smiling eyes too. Hands still holding one shirt, you notice half of his button are still unbuttoned.

Jungkook's breath stops when you kneeled on the bed before reaching on his shirt's button. Without realizing your hands are slowly teasing his skin, it's like a small tingle under your finger. Both your and jungkook's body heats up under your touch.

You kept your eyes on his shirt, it's not a weird view in front of you since you've seen him being half naked almost all your life. Him being half buttoned is attractive to look but you could control yourself not like the other girls.

Trying their hard to be in the cheerleader team, just so they could see your bangtan boys open their shirts as they practice soccer. So sad, since you could see them running around the lawn in shorts every day.

Jungkook when he feels your fingers taking his button and tries to push the button in its hole, the hole was not wide enough so it's going to take a while for you to do but he still lets you do it. Since he loves seeing your face being close with him.

As you are on your second button, jungkook's finger touches lightly under your chin. Your head is slowly push upwards so your eyes could meet with his. Your mouth dries with no words, you wish you could ask him to stop whatever he's trying to do but your heart just stops your brain to work.

She wants to feel these butterflies flying around her once more and it will stay between the two of you in his room, alone.

Jungkook's hands went up to cup your cheeks, your eyes close at the feeling. It's like his trying to reach into your heart even more. Doesn't he know he is always in there and never once been forgotten by your heart. He will always be remembered and always be love.

Jungkook watches as you give in under his touch. The tension both of you are building made his body leans down. His eyes slowly flutter close, he lets his nose trace your skin. Wanting to leave every mark of kisses on your skin, marking you to be his own queen.

"I need to go." Jungkook doesn't want to leave but he still needs to go and know what haneul wants with him. Before his hands could slip off your hands, you quickly hold his arm. Stopping him from moving away.

You need this moment. You need this touch. "Wait." You open your eyes meeting his and only god knows how much you want to smush your lips on his but in this world, you're living with him. Every romance are forbidden to be used with each other.

You are forbidden to love him as much as he is forbidden to love you too.

Both of you leaned close. Noses are stroking each other, jungkook takes the lead and falls deeper into your touch. His ear hears your little gasp as he lays his lips on yours, just like a little tap before pulling away slightly.

You and jungkook knows what must to be done, "Your ride is here. Go now before she spams your phone." You finish the last two buttons and slide your hands across his chest.

Tidying the crinkled shirt, "Twenty minutes?" you ask him and jungkook didn't kiss your lips but he lands his lips on top of your head. Kissing you lovingly before hugging your small body. "Twenty minutes. I promise."

With that he left you to meet another girl, whom he had once love her. Whom he once be with her as lover that you could never be for him.

You watch the close door in his room, waiting him to come home. You sigh at the heavy rock feeling in your heart. You hated yourself for being in a family who will dishonor you for loving your best friend. As they say it's not a good image to have.

What kind of image you will have if you and jungkook was really a lover?

You don't even know when will this wall of forbidden love would fall down.

Rewinding the short feeling of his lips against yours. Even though it was just a small tap but the warm feelings could never be beaten even if you wrap yourself around twenty layers of warm blankets. The feeling was too perfect to be missed.

"I already miss you, jungkook." You couldn't stop your lips sighing again but you try to stop thinking about him so you stand up from the bed. Picking up the pile of clothes you've folded and opens his closet to organize them.

As you are organizing his clothes a small envelope falls on the floor, you almost shit yourself thinking it was a big bug but when you see the nude color paper. You bent down to pick it up.

"What's this?" you shake the envelope and you hear metal hitting each other? Touching from outside, the thing inside feels like a necklace? A locket to be precise?

"Since when did jungkook wears necklace?" you shrug your shoulders, not wanting to open his privacy. You put it back under the black clothes he owns.

Smiling happily, you felt satisfied at the look of your creation. Thus, it's quite hard to see your work since all of his clothes are colored black. "He needs to go shopping with me more after this." The last time you shopped with him, he bought seven same bucket hats. For seen days in a week.

So clever.

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