Forgive Me

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Jaylen POV
I wake up and as usual it smells like Xavier. I cuddle into the warmth but then I realize it isn't his blanket. I open my eyes to see a sleeping Xavier. I'm deciding if I want to ruin his moment and lose my shit or wait until he wakes up. Hmm what would Sky do...she'd wait until he wake up to have a civil conversation.

Good thing I'm not Sky because that's boring. "Oh no don't touch after that stunt you pulled" I say using all my strength to get out of his arms. "Later" he says holding me closer and tighter now. "No dónde has estado!" I saying finally escaping his hold. "You can speak Spanish?" He asks obviously trying to distract me.

"Don't try to change the subject where have you been? How have you been with? How many?" I say throwing random objects at him with each question. "What are you suggesting?" He says and I cross my arms. "I said no so what happened Hmm did you go get it from some slut or something" I say throwing stuff to hide that fact that I'm hurt.

"What?! No absolutely not" he says and I break down. "Then where did you go hmm? You up and left me at the hospital AFTER BE SHOOT...TWICE and no one has seen you for 3 weeks! What do the guys know that I don't know?" I say taking a softer tone towards the end. "I...umm" he says and it looks like I'm not getting an answer out of him.

"That's all I needed to hear goodbye Xavier" I say opening his room door and everyone is standing outside if it. "Move" I say and they make way for me and I walk to my room and slam the door shut.

Xavier POV
I screwed up...badly I don't think things can get much worse. "You hurt my cousin" Sky says and I groan laying back down. "I know that what do I do now?" I asks and everyone is silent. They all flood into the room and close the door. "I know Jaylen better than anyone shes never cared about anyone like she cares about you. But the doesn't mean she won't leave...start with something big then the truth" Sky says and i will definitely take her advice.

"She's definitely pissed she never talks in Spanish unless she's on a new level of mad" Sky adds and that's just great. "What should this bug action be?" I asks and she shrugs. "I can't tell you everything you gotta figure this out... I'll see how she's doing you hurt her pretty bad even though she won't admit it" Sky says leaving the room and all the guys are looking at me like mad.

"Why are you guys mad at me?" I say crossing my arms. "You didn't take your fucking pills for starter" Alex says and yeah okay I can see that. "You left and went rouge for 3 weeks" Russel says and that wasn't entirely I'm fault...actually yes it was. "Red almost killed a nurse and tried to...have Jaylen" Rocky says and I groan of course. "Biggest thing of all you hurt Jays feelings she was moping for 3 weeks and the lose lost all its happy...she's the happy!" Marco says and I know that part.

"Yeah you better fix this and right now" Rocky says and they all leave. Wow...they picked Jaylen over me...of course they did I would do the same in this situation. I get into the shower and get ready to beg for my fenice forgiveness. Never thought I'd be begging for anything...ever. I get ready for today and send people to get all the things she likes.

I go to her room and she's covering her head with the covers. "Get out" she says not even looking to see who it is. I walk over and sit on her bed I take the cover off her head. If looks could I kill I'd be killed and bright back to be killed again. "Get out" she says bd I shake my head. "Go our with me" I say and she looks at me like I crazy.

"Well I tried the easy way" I say picking her up and throwing her over my shoulder. "Xavier put me down" she says and I ignore her. "We'll be back" I say walking down the stairs carrying yelling Jaylen with me. "Help me" Jaylen shouts and I roll my eyes at how dramatic she's being.

"You'll be fine just shut up" Sky says and Jaylen scoffs. I want to laugh but I don't need Jaylen to hate me more right now. I put her in the passengers seat of the car and get into the drivers seat. I start the car and drive off I don't really have a plan here. Yes I went off impulse but...actually now I have a plan.

The first thing I need to do I distract her with something...ice cream. I drive to the ice cream place she likes and I see her eyes light up. She looks at me then back at the shop. "You can go fenice" I say and she races out of the car. I hurry and make a very important call to Marco. I explain my crazy plan to him and he agrees to help.

I hang up with him and go inside before Jaylen buys all the ice cream in the place. After some debating she finally agrees to not buy everything. Looks like I came in at exactly the right time. She looks happy now that she has ice cream so I try to hold her and she moves. Yep she's still mad...

She gets into the car and I get in to I really hope Marco has this ready. I drive to the movie theater I look at her but she's to focused on her ice cream to notice where were going. "We're here my fenice" I says and she rolls her eyes looking away from her ice cream. Usually I'd tell her not to roll her eyes but I'll just remember this for later.

"Why does it look abandoned?" She questions and I just get out of the car. She gets out too and follows me inside. We walk into theater 6 because I know 6 is her favorite number. I sit down and she sits down next to me paying attention to the screen since she finished her ice cream. Her favorite movie which is Mulan is playing.

I kind of find it funny that it's her favorite movie because she dresses as a boy to join the army and her parents don't love her because she isn't a boy...there idiots she's the most amazing person over ever met. "I want to tell you everything" I say and now I have her attention.

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