Guns & Roses

Where's the happy ending

Jaylen POV
We are now on a plane...to Italy yes this is actually happening. No one has their phones so we couldn't take Xaviers plane. I'm kind of glad we couldn't because I don't want to remember. I'm trying to not think about it but I can't help it the love my my life...dead. Just like that...I'll never love anyone like I loved him.

I don't want to love anyone other than him. I'm not going to love anyone other than him. I have Sky,Alex,and Russel that's all I want for now. After a few hours I finally decide to go to sleep it's a long flight ahead of us.

~Hours Later|
I wake up in a car and I see Alex is driving. "Xavier wouldn't want us to do this" Russel whispers probably thinking me and Sky are sleeping. Well Sky is but in wide awake now I'm gonna listen a little. "I know but he told us to keep Jaylen safe...this is what we need to do" Alex says and Russel sighs.

"Jaylen doesn't deserve this neither does Sky" Russel says and now I'm confused. "I know they don't they can handle themselves it's better this way" Alex says and I think there planning on ditching. "I wont do this" Russel says and Alex sighs. "You think I want to do this they are like little sisters to me" Alex says and I'm glad he thinks that way.

"We're not doing it end of discussion" Russel says and I've never heard him take charge before. "Okay but if they die too it's on you" Alex says and Russel grunts. They stop the car and I pretend to be asleep. "We both know there unkillable people have been trying to kill them all there lives and look at them now strong,independent, and smart. I know their lives were shit but they came out pretty good" Russel says and I want to hug him.

"Your right now help me get them inside" Alex says and I hear the car doors open. One of them pick me up and start to walk. "If Xavier was here he'd freak out at the fact that I'm even touching her" Alex says he's the one carrying me. "He's probably punch you in the face for saying something about Jay" Russel says and now I want to cry great.

"I'm glad he get to experience happiness again before he...we owe Jaylen a lot without her he wouldn't have been happy" Alex says and now I'm crying. "Oh shit" Alex says noticing that I'm crying. "How king have you been up?" He asks and I just sniffle. "It's okay Jay" he says and he gives me a hug. "It's not okay I love him so much and now he's...he's gone" I say and Alex rubs my back.

He isn't gone...he can't be

Alex carries me into this house in the middle of no where. "I'm fine now no more tears" I say and Alex let's me down. "Are you really fine?" Russel asks and I shake my head. "Of course not the love of my life just died I just don't want to think about it anymore" I say rubbing my arm. "You really did love Xavier" Alex says and I nod.

"You can pick any room you want upstairs..." Russel says and I nod. I grab Sky way from Russel and lug her upstairs with me. She isn't heavy but she isn't light. I put her in one room and I take the one next to it. I collapse on the floor and just cry, I cry and scream and just everything. It's not fair why him why now! Why take my happiness away from me?!

What did I do to deserve all of this?! "Are you okay Jay?" Russel asks and I groan blocking out all the thoughts of smashing my head into the floor. "Yes...I just want to be alone" I say rubbing my head against the hard wood floor. "Okay" Russel says and I hear his footsteps retreating. I could just...bang my head right here and all the pain would be gone.

No no I won't make them go through another loss. I just need to pull myself together and I need those damn pills. I can't even bring myself to get off the floor I feel so weak. Xavier Marco and Rocky...gone everything happened to fast. They didn't deserve this I don't care what anyone says. They we're good people at heart. It wasn't there fault they were born in this life. They just came back home and know there gone.

Russel POV
I know Rocky wouldn't want people to be saddened by his death. He always said death is just a way of life and when it comes people should celebrate that persons life. I didn't understand what he felt that way and I still don't. But I'm going to try and celebrate his life instead of being sadden by his death.

What am I saying he's my twin brother! We did everything together damn it! When one fell behind the other was always there to pick them up. Now it's just me...alone I lost my brother's. I know Xavier and Marco aren't actually my brothers but they are my cousins and we all grew up together so it feels like that to me.

Alex POV
Death something that's unpredictable and sometimes all to sudden. You go through a lot of death when you live this lifestyle. This isn't any death though this is the death of my brothers. We all grew up in that house and now it's where they died too. I'm glad the place is burnt down stepping a foot back there after that would make me sick.

I'm glad I can say they lived happy enough lives but can I say they all lived full lives... I guess not they had so much more going for them.

This shouldn't be how there story ends.