no regrets

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 Song for this chapter: No Regrets

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Song for this chapter: No Regrets

- Dappy

Grayson hauls ass and brings me upstairs, throwing me on my bed as I let out a fit of giggles as he begins to tickle me.

"Stop!" I screech. "This is torture." I mumble, trying to turn my body away from him to get his merciless hands to stop with their punishment. "Please have mercy on me." I start singing, although it's very shitty due to my uneven breaths. "Take it easy on my heart." I giggle.

"Ugh." He groans, closing his eyes tight, "shut up." He says.

"Even though you don't mean to hurt me." I carry on, ignoring his orders. "You keep tearing me apart-" all my words are lost as he places his lips on mine, cutting off access to my brain so I can't even think about anything but him. He sucks on my bottom lip for a second, before pulling away suddenly.

"Come back." I beg, holding my arms up but he's off the bed already. I frown even harder.

"You got hurt." He says, "you told me you wouldn't."

"I'm hardly hurt." I roll my eyes at him.

"The bruise on your cheek says otherwise." He retorts and immediately I raise a hand to my cheek before running towards my mirror. Like he said, a purple bruise in the shape of finger prints is painted across my cheek.

"Holy shit." I mumble with my mouth agape. Suddenly it starts to throb a little bit. "I can't believe the dickhead bruised me!" I state in outrage.

"Yeah me neither, and it wouldn't have happened if you hadn't taunted him."

"It was apart of the plan." I tell him softly, crossing my arms over my chest.

"You can't keep doing this to yourself." He mumbles.

"Doing what?" I ask, my eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"Getting yourself hurt because for some sick reason you think you deserve it." He says.

"I did feel that way, yes." I admit, biting my lip gently. "I thought that I deserved it, yes. Did. But since Rob's been put away, I realise that none of this is my fault. Mason treating me the way he did in our relationship or Cleo and Mason cheating, I wasn't to blame for either. I'm not responsible for Cleo's death and none of what Mason said was true when he was clearly grieving. I know that I didn't deserve to be abused by Brody or raped by Rob. But I survived it all." I tell him what's been on my mind for the past hour.

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