Always & Forever

Chapter 18

Do y'all want a face reveal? I mean I'm not allat🤣

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~TWO MONTHS LATER~

Niy POV

"Jay this school shit suck ass." I whined on the phone with him.

"So you finna be my lil Youngboy. Young rich dropout?" He said laughing.

"This is not a laughing matter asshole." I pouted.

"Sounds like a personal problem fr." He shrugged.

"You- okay Jay'shawn." I said with my voice cracking. I really didn't wanna be here right now. I hate messy bitches that swear they fucking Jay, and I hate broke ass niggas that swear they can take his spot. I ain't even really need half these classes anyways I had most of my credits.

"Mane bring yo ass outside. I'm in da front." He said hanging up. I started smiling from ear to ear while packing up my stuff.

I started school around a month and some change ago. Jay and I still aren't together, but we working on it.

"I'm out Mr. Cane." I said talking to my counselor, he was real cool. I just came to him when I didn't wanna be in class.

"Mkay girl go get that dick." He said sticking out his tongue.

"I- Bye." I said shaking my head.

I skipped to the front of the building seeing Jay in his G-Wagon. I ran to the passenger door and hopped in cheesing.

"Goofy ass lil girl." Jay chuckled.

"Hi stinkkkk, me missed you." I pouted.

"Wassup mama." He responded back lighting up.

"Kisses." I smiled.

He grabbed my neck and pecked my lips 3 times before tugging on my bottom lip sliding his tongue in my mouth. I moaned into the kiss as a result of me being mad horny as of lately. I feel like everybody and they momma getting some play but Niy.

"Don't start nun you can't finish." He mumbled into my lips. I smirked and kissed his cheek before he started the car.

"You tryna cook for me?" He asked glancing over at me.

"Whatcha want papa?" I asked.

"Shrimp alfredo." He cheesed.

"Okay boy." I playfully rolled my eyes, I cooked alfredo for him one time and he been obsessed ever since.

"I got everything at the house." He said turning into the gates.

"So you just knew I was finna cook huh?" I asked squinting my eyes at him. 

"Wives cook for husbands fuck you mean." He said getting out the car.

"Boy I ain't got no ring the hell." I muttered while he helped me out the car.

"Now when I take yo ass out the game don't say shit." He said slapping my ass.

I winced and unlocked the door. I ran upstairs and took off my clothes. I went into Jay's closet and grabbed a pair of his boxers and a wife beater. I changed and ran back downstairs, Jay was on the couch on the phone smoking.

I stood behind him and rubbed his chest while kissing his neck. He looked up at me and poked out lips. I pecked his lips 2 times before going into the kitchen to start cooking.

I was cooking the shrimp and listening to music when Jay walked in and sat on the counter.

I hummed along to the song going into the cabinet to get out the seasonings. I started dancing, moving my hips from side to side while stirring the noodles. Jay came behind me wrapped his arms around my waist. I looked up at him and smiled before putting my attention back on the food.

"I wanna have your last name, no matter how long it takes." I mumbled mixing the sauce in the noodles and shrimp.

"You want my last name shordy?" Jay asked smirking at me.

"Nigga please." I said playfully pushing him.

He put his hand on his chest and acted hurt. I laughed and kissed his cheek.

"Calm down papa, you know dis endgame. Go sit down I'll bring you your plate." I said plating our food.

I brought the food out and we were eating and chilling. Jay hadn't said much and I knew sum was up.

"I saw it." He blurted out.

"Saw what stink?" I questioned.

"My dad getting killed I saw it. I had a good life mane, happy parents, money, dreams. Shit I was gonna accomplish one day. It all got taken away from me because of some racist ass cop." He chuckled bitterly. I moved seats and sat next to him rubbing his ear.

"After my dad died my mom started drinking, coming home late. Having different men out of her and my dads bedroom. Disrespectful asf mane. My brother went to college and never looked back leaving me to take up all this gang shit. I had dreams Niy. I wanted to play ball bruh. And now I'm wrapped up in this shit and can't get out. I just wanna make my pops proud and I know he don't want me in this shit. But at the same time I feel like if I don't do this shit I'm letting his legacy die. Feel me?" He wrapped up looking at me.

"I feel you Jay. I'm not finna tell you the same shit that really don't help. But know that he wanna see you happy, and whatever does that is what you need to do. As far as your brother I can't speak for that because I know I would try to escape also, not saying it's right. And your mom just pray for her. She lost her other half, that was the love of her life. And then watched her baby boy go down the same road. A mother and wife's pain is deep pooh." I said.

"I gotchu mama." He nodded smiling at me. I sighed and opened my mouth but nothing came out.

"Uh. I- Jay." I said with my voice cracking.

"You good wassup?" He questioned placing me on his lap.

"You remember when we first met, and that guy was at the mall?" I questioned.

He nodded his head. "Yea uh that was my ex. My abusive ex." I stated, Jays nose started flaring.

"Everything was good at first. He was everything I wanted. Then my outfits would be too tight, or he didn't like my call log. Then the yelling started. He wouldn't like how I talked to him, stupid shit like that. Then he started hitting me. I felt so weak and useless, like nobody could see me in a room full of people. He would leave me for other girls, I just felt like less of a human. Like I deserved everything that was happening to me. I'm sorry if I'm difficult, I really am. I just don't wanna go through that again." I cried.

"I'll never hurt you mama, I promise you that.  And as far that nigga he half a man, a whole bitch. He'll be six feet under by the end of this week." He said rubbing circles on my back. I put my head in the crook of his neck as my eyes got heavy.

"We got Always & Forever to figure this shit out mama." I heard Jay mumble before I was out.

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I wanted to give y'all the pasts, but you'll find out more about Niy soon.

Trin outtt🏃🏾‍♀️