Part 2 of "I Should've Known", and prolly the last lol.
Sana's POV
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I know it from the start…
I know that this would possibly happen…
I've already warned myself….
But I can't help it. Still, let it happen.
I know,
I know that what we're doing would hurt us,
I should've known where I should stand,
But how could I when you keep on messing mind, my heart, my everything….and now I might lose you,
Lost in those things that I've selfishly done to us,
What was I doing?
Why am I doing this?
What am I hurting us?
Why am I hurting myself?
Why can't I stop myself?
How can I get rid of these feelings? Or was I just confused? Frustrated? And lonely? Or was I just in denial of the fact that maybe….maybe I had fallen for you?
I was lost in our memories…sweet and valuable…
Stuck between the happiness, the sadness,
Stuck between our sweet little moment with a bitter truth.
You were my soft blanket in those cold rainy days of my life…
And now I decided to leave my feelings behind because I was afraid….
You were the sun on my darkest nights…...and still the only sun for me,
You were my pillow to cry on,
The shoulder to lean on…
The hands to hold on when I couldn't stand on my own. You never left me.
You were my supporter. My listener, My Light, and Companion.
Maybe if I wasn't afraid enough,
Maybe I could've just run away from all the things with you,
But I was a fool. Too fool to be in such a state with such a beautiful person like you….
I know that I'm a mess…
And you don't deserve me, Dahyun….
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I was standing outside your door, contemplating,
Should I knock? But what if you're already asleep?
Maybe I should leave….
But my selfishness and my frustration won over me….
And so, I knocked at your door.
But then I regretted it for a second.
I know it was selfish for me to just barge in your place without notice because I know….
