5:15 am, Sunday.
i woke up in annoyance as my alarm starts going on, i took my phone and checked the time, it's already 5:15 am, omg, i immediately got up, i know that I have a lot of time but I'm also worried for the bus, i went to my open closet and just chose some shorts and a sweater, I went to the bathtub and took a bath, then, i dressed up, i took my phone that was charging and my bluetooth headphones, i went downstairs and packed my food, i didn't wanted to eat today, i wore my Nike Air Max and stepped out of my house.
it feels so new without Jungkook with me, i also feel so lonely, i don't actually know if I could go through all this shit without him, i sadly went to the bus station alone, and rode in the bus, i sat on the back of the bus and just took my headsets out, i chose
"you don't want me anymore'' by Snow and Teqkoi
it fits my mood, i stared at the dark blue sky that's filled with stars, with a white mixture on the side of the sky, tears started to fall on my eyes,
he wasted my love for him.
I can't sleep, nobody's gonna wake me up, ugh, i just watched the window as the bus starts going.
30 minutes later.
I'm now in the campus, i went upstairs to my classroom, i went to my seat and dropped my bag harshly, Rose and Quinn were shocked from my action, they ran to me, i just sat down looking stupid as fuck,
" oh Y/n dear, what happened to you?" rose asks
" Jungkook left me" i replied, and just stared straight, it looks like i'm gonna cry asf
"o-oh" Rose replied, tears started to fall on my eyes, he's been there for me all my life, and I can't take this....
Rose hugged me from the side with Quinn, "aww, just don't think about that guy, you need someone who's never gonna leave you" she replied, rubbing my shoulder,
after that, they just comforted me, this is why there's something called friends before lovers.
minutes later, Professor Kim enters the class and greeted us a good morning, we greeted him back, his eyes went to me, i didn't care and just stared straight, he lands his laptop on the desk, then, he starts to type something, i guess it's on the grades and the behaving attitude. ugh
then, he asks us to answer another worksheet, i frowned, he placed my unwritten test paper on my desk, i didn't mind him and just stared straight, keeping a blanked face.
Professor Kim: miss Y/n, is there something bothering you?
i woke up in reality, i looked at him in a sad expression.
me: oh, no Professor Kim, everything seems to be good-
Professor Kim: are you sure?
me: yes Professor Kim
Professor Kim: okay, please meet me later after the end of class, you have another test paper to do
i nodded, he smiled at me, just to make me smile, of course I smiled back, i don't have any choice but to do so, i sighed, it's so fucking hard to keep a smiling face even though I feel so broken and numb inside.
then, I began to answer the test paper by filling them out with my name, section, and the class I'm in, then, i proceeded to answer whatever problems there are.
the questions seemed to be easy, and the equations weren't really that hard to know and explore to, I really want to be good in Math, these years, I started to fail a lot in Math, Math wasn't really as easy as I thought it would be, ugh,
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My Professor
FanfictionY/n is a high school student, she loves the sky, the moon, and the outer space, as a young teen, she was always good in school, especially on her favorite subject, Math. she wanted to be a aeronautical engineer in the future, she also has a very bes...
