WOUNDED

CHAPTER 48

Guys,
said Az raped Kacely in chapter 45😭
😂😂🤣🤣
I can't...

How valid is that statement?

Az.
Song: Heart Attack! - Demi Lovato

Kacely must be demented to think his little speech would stop me from going over to Ken's.

God, he's so goddamn infuriating. He even had the audacity to tell me he isn't going to talk to me till I come clean about my past. I don't want that. I don't want to talk about Trevor and mostly about Lautner. I don't want to. I won't, especially about Lautner. I won't put myself through the emotional hurt again.

I pull up infront of the building of Ken's apartment and get out quickly, trying to stop my mind from reminiscing.

I hurry up the stairs and when I reach his floor, I open the door and pounce on him immediately I spot him. He carries me to the bed and takes off my clothes before taking his shorts off. I roll the condom on before he aligns his body with mine. He lifts my thigh up and I wrap it around his waist to aid him to go deeper.

"It's true, I love you" I hear Kacely say.

What?

"I only want you and I want you to only want me too."

"I want to be able to call you my girlfriend, to take you on dates..."

I grab Ken's face between my hands and pull his face down so our lips can meet each other. I try to kiss away the voice in my head as I urge him to thrust faster in and out of me. But no, all I feel is Kacely. All I hear is Kacely. His accented voice proclaiming love to me.

I flip Ken so he is under me and I start moving vigourously. His hand moves to where our bodies are in contact and he rubs me harshly, obviously trying to push me over the edge but no... it's like I'm not even in my own body.

"Fuck Az, come!" Ken demands frustratedly before groaning and coming moments later. He runs his hand over his face in frustration while I get off and lie beside him like a sac of potatoes. An unsatisfied sac of potatoes to be more specific.

"What's happening to you?" Ken asks and I roll my eyes, yet I don't say anything. "Almost everything I used to do to get you off doesn't work anymore."

"Do you want me to go down on you? Is that it?" He asks and lowers his body a little.

"No, don't bother." I refuse.
Wow, I just turned down head. I've got it bad.

"What's the problem then? Why are you suddenly so distant?" He presses and I roll to my side, backing him to avoid listening to him.

"Is there someone else? Is that it?" I can't have round two of this. Not within three hours. "There's another guy isn't there? Azinwi, when will you understand that I love you?"

With that said, I get out of his bed. I'm not doing this again.
"Not you too!" I groan and sit on his chair.

"So there's someone else then?"

"That doesn't concern you Ken." I state.

"Who's he? What's his name? What does he have to offer that I can't?"

"Just shut the fuck up." I demand. "I don't want to do this with you. Aren't you tired of me turning you down yet?"

"No. No I'm not, because I love you... so much. I loved you since you were dating Trevor. I regret introducing you to him because if I didn't you wouldn't have dated him. You would have dated me instead and I would have been able to show you what true love is. I would never have left you to go..."

"Shut up! Leave Trevor the fuck out of this! I wasn't meant to have feelings for you Ken, don't you get that? If I had to fall for you I would've by now. I wouldn't need Trevor not to be here to have a thing for you. He hasn't been here for over a year but I still don't feel anything for you."