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INSECURITIES.

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Reads 2,742
Votes 1,379
Parts 55
Time 10h 9m

What happens when you fall for someone you know you're not supposed to fall in love with?



''It's cool to have insecurities Jasmine, but controlling it is what matters the most! Do you think I don't get insecure also? I fucking do, but I always keep it to myself. Keep saying those words, keep doing those things Jasmine. That is what makes me love you more. But humans and promises tho, I knew I could never trust humans. Let it not look as though I am forcing the friendship. But whatever you thought of me Jasmine, leaving you is trash. I think I'm doing much talking now, Let's forget about US!''
  

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Do you like complications?
Because this is one hell of a complicated relationship!


16 years old Jasmine Wilson has everything a teen could wish for. Everything, but happiness.  She has lived in pretence all her life, covering up the hollow within her with a facade of happiness.

But after praying to God to send her someone would understand and treat her with importance, someone that would make her smile genuinely, She met Dave.

Dave Smith. Someone who finally treated her like she mattered.

Will her insecurities get in the way of her new found happiness? Will these two have a chance of being together despite all circumstances?

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