TW: sh.
What the boys will do if they find out you sh/used to
Gerard.
You were writing your English paper really getting in the mood to right what ever this essay was about. You rolled up your sleeves forgetting about your scars/fresh cuts. Gerard walked in from the living room and laid beside you not bothering you when he saw them. He kind of lost his breath. He slowly sat up and hugged you from behind. "Baby.. you know you mean the world to me right" you leaned back into his chest. "Yes why?" He rubbed your wrist softly. You pulled your sleeve down. "Why darling?" His voice cracked. You explained your situation and to your surprise, Gerard didn't look down on you. He didn't tell you he was disappointed. He kissed you softly. You kissed back softly. "Please come talk to me next time my love. It hurts to see you hurting your self" he rubbed your shoulders while he kissed all over your face.
Mikey.
You were in the kitchen doing dishes as your beloved husband walked in and hugged you from behind. You smiled as you washed off the last plate/fork. He saw your scars/cuts. He didn't say anything about them. You dried your hands then turned to face him. He smiled looking down at you." Your so stunning my love" he said while he kissed your cheek. You couldn't help but blush. You still fell for your HUSBAND hard. He picked up your arm and kissed your wrist where the scars/cuts were. He didn't say another word. " let's watch a movie tonight baby" he kissed your forehead grabbing the popcorn before you could even agree. He made popcorn as you picked his favorite movie. You slowly fell asleep cuddling Mikey. He kissed your cheek and pulled you closer.
Frank.
Frank and you were in the studio as he was recording some samples for his new album. You sat on his couch looking down at your wrist. You couldn't help but think the scars/cuts were so ugly. You sighed quietly as you adverted your attention to him. He got finished with what he was doing. He kinda stumbled over being tired from sitting for a while. You smiled up at him as he basically sat on you. You pushed him off laughing. He smiled and grabbed your arm softly to pull you on top of him to cuddle when he noticed you kinda flinch. He stopped. "Babe you good? You know I would never hit you or mean any harm to you." He sounded worried as he moved his thumb realizing. "No you didn't hurt me. Your okay." You smiled. Frank rubbed your forearm feeling the scars/cuts. He looked at you. He pulled you into a meaningful hug. "Please never do this again. I love you to much to see you loosing yourself infront of me." You nodded in his chest. You felt insecure again. You basically pulled Frank's hoodie off of him and put it on. He only smiled as he was not shirtless and in sweats and you in his sweatshirt and skinny jeans. "Your so cute" he pulled you into another hug as you slowly drifted off to sleep. Frank grabbed his phone off the floor and made a google search. "Engagement rings" . Let's say he spent money that night.
Ray.
You and Ray were swimming in the pool in your backyard as it was 90° outside. You were in a black and red 2 piece suit/swim shorts. You were on his lap as he was on the steps leaning against the wall. You were decently comfortable when the cuts/scars on your thighs caught your attention. You kinda moved so they weren't seen by Ray. Oh no. He noticed something was up. "Baby you okay?" He whispered softly. You nodded as you felt his arms snake around your waist. You wrapped your arms around his neck. He kissed your forehead as he rubbed his hands down your back slightly squeezing your ass when he got to it making you blush. He rubbed his hands down your thighs feeling the cuts/scars. He moved his hands back to your waist as you looked at him with a scared look in your eyes. "You're breathtaking you know that right? Like seriously y/n. It's hard to breathe every time I look at you." He looked back with a serious look in his eyes. You hid your face in his neck as you felt tears sting your eyes. " I love you so much." You whispered quietly hoping he would hear. " I love you so much more my love." You two went inside and showered together. Ray never failed to make you feel yourself. He genuinely loved you. You knew it. You got out of the shower and got dressed into a pair of his boxers and a t-shirt. You heard a bang. You ran into the bathroom to see Ray holding his elbow. He was laughing with a stupid look on his face. "What did you do" you walked over to him smiling not being able to hold it back. "I hit my funny bone" his voice cracked making you both burst out laughing like you were in middle school.
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