Let me love you

Chapter 54

Ian's P.O.V

It's a nice feeling having someone in your arms while you sleep. I don't know for how long I've been awake and laying here just thinking about everything that happened last night. Chloe is still asleep laying with her head on my chest, a leg over mine and her hand around my waist. I keep running one hand up and down her spine whilst I hold her hand with the other one.

On the very few and rare times that I thought about sex before meeting Chloe, I was feeling a bit insecure about it. I was afraid that I'll find someone I really like and not be able to pleasure them and satisfy them in the bedroom. 

I also felt weird about it when I was hearing boys at high school talk about their experience and how they did that or the other thing while I haven't done anything yet and I was 17. I feel like it's quite rare to find a guy that lost their virginity at 20 years old nowadays.

Last night was amazing. I felt really nice. I'm not sure if I would use the word euphoric to describe it since it was my first time and the next couple of times could end up being even better, but it was great. I'm not going to lie; I was nervous at the beginning up until I was on my knees for her.

Seeing how her body responded to my touch and hearing her moan really helped with reassuring me that what I was doing was pleasurable. It helped calm my nerves down, and boost my confidence and once I emerged myself in the feeling of passion and desire I completely forgot about my worries.

I wasn't completely clueless about sex like I did sex education in high school and watched porn before, even though I know it's not really realistic and I heard plenty of stories from my mates about their sexual intercourse. 

I was just following my instinct and doing what felt like the right move to make at that moment, like putting my hand around her neck was something spontaneous, thankfully she liked it.

To be honest, now I'm excited for the other times to come, we could try different things. We can switch the positions or do it somewhere else. I never had so many thoughts about sex before, wow. 

What is happening to me? It's like I crave her touch constantly.

I push my hair back and glance at the blank canvas I brought with me. I carefully remove Chloe's leg from in between mine and slide out of her hold and out of the bed. I feel the cold air against my hot skin as I stand there, making me immediately miss her body warmth. 

I go to the bathroom do my business and brush my teeth before going back to the bedroom.

I pull on my black joggers and grab the canvas and tube of black paint. I look around to find a spot to sit and quickly decide that the floor by the window will do. 

Now, what should I paint? 

For the first time, I don't know how to express my happiness in my painting. There's only one thing that brings happiness in my life and that's well... I turn my head towards Chloe surprised to see her looking back at me.

Fucking hell!

"Can you paint me?" She asks quietly as she's half-asleep still.

"Good morning, " I say, giving her a small smile.

"Good morning, now will you paint me?" She says, sitting up on her elbows.

"I'll paint you only if you take off my shirt, " I say, raising an eyebrow.

"Deal, " she extends her hand towards me showing me her pinky.

"Deal, " I lean over and hook my finger on hers.

"Let me go to the bathroom first and then you'll paint me, " she says, quickly running off.

I grab my canvas again and sit on the armchair thinking about what pose I want her to take while mentally preparing myself to see her half-naked again.

"Okay, how do you want me?" She says, taking my shirt off and throwing it at me.

Well, that was fast!

"Lay on your back, have one leg bent on the bed while the other stretched out and leave your right hand on the bedsheets while you hold your necklace with the other, " I watch as she follows every instruction, positioning herself almost perfectly.

I stand up and move her hair out of her face and fix her hand on her necklace. Her chest is all exposed to me, only one of her boobs is a little bit covered by her arm. Thankfully, she must have woke up during the night and wore panties cause I'll have an even bigger problem keeping myself calm.

I pull the chair closer to the bed and sit, grabbing the canvas and balancing it on my legs as I squirt some paint on my fingers.

"You never painted people before, right?" She asks, not moving an inch.

"I only paint figures, never detail faces because I'll need to use thin paintbrushes for that, " I say keeping my concentration on the canvas.

I glide my pinky across the canvas creating the outline of her figure. I'm painting it exactly from the position I'm seeing it so from the side but slightly above her.

"I need to buy you one then, " she says.

"No, you don't need to buy me anything else. You know I already feel guilty for the painting supplies you got me, " I shake my head at her words as I try to get her arm right.

"You still remember that?" She groans.

"Yeah, unfortunately for you I still do babe, " I say, casting my gaze on her boobs outlining them.

"This is so much trickier without a paintbrush, " I say, realizing that I'll need a paintbrush for much more things than just her face.

"Told you I could buy you one, " she says.

"We can go later to the store so I can buy one or two, " I say quite surprised at myself for being willing to use one.

I want this painting of her to be perfect and I'll need paintbrushes to do that. I probably should have thought about this better before I started painting her. That means though that'll need to put her again in this position to finish it so actually, I did well.

"Deal, " she says, shifting her gaze towards me.

"Well, that's all I can do for now," I turn the canvas towards her as she sits up on her knees to get a better look at it.

"I'll finish it later on today when I have everything I need, " I add, watching her smile grow.

I just painted her figure and outline of her boobs and put hair on her head.

"I like what I'm seeing so far, " she says, shifting her gaze from the canvas to my naked torso.

I laugh and put the canvas back on the chair and approach her. Her grin widens with every step I take. I grip her jaw neither of us caring about the paint I'm getting on her and pull her closer to me. My upper lip slides perfectly between hers. 

It hasn't been even 24 hours since we had sex and I'm again getting hard for her, it's quite embarrassing. I can't keep my hands to myself when it comes to her.

Her tongue licks my bottom lip before her teeth grip on it and pulling it gently before diving her tongue in again. I move my hand from her jaw down to her boob squeezing it before wrapping it around her waist. She moans in my mouth, putting more gasoline to the fire in me.

"Why don't we go have a shower to get this paint off?" I ask her once I pull my lips away from hers.

"Sounds good to me, but only if you catch me," she whispers biting her lip.

She reaches over to the bedside table and grabs another condom before attempting to run away from me.

Fuck me!

A/N

As promised more sexy times coming soon!

Do you feel pressured by others or society, in general, to do things by certain ages?

I hope you enjoyed and stay tuned for the next chapter coming out tomorrow cause it's getting foggy in here...👀

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I hope you have a lovely weekend! Xx

All the love - M ❤️