Let me love you

Chapter 63

Chloe's P.O.V

I lean back on my chair and rub my eyes whilst letting out a sigh. I've been scrolling through lecture notes and pictures I took for the past 3 hours and I'm still nowhere near done. This chair is also not comfortable, so my back is killing me. 

These past two weeks have been hectic as both me and Ian have been working on our assignments for this semester. 

We didn't get to spend much time together but thankfully today it's the beginning of our spring break, so I decided that it would be nice to go somewhere relaxing just the two of us tomorrow for two days.

I picked a location that I knew Ian would like a lot and it feels special for both of us, I think. So, I booked a hotel nearby for one night which reminds me I need to pack my bag for the trip. I glance at my laptop and see that it's already 11 pm.

I and Ian have been dating for 2 months now and I'm really falling in love with him at this point. I'm thinking of asking him to be my boyfriend tomorrow, I even got a present for him that I know he'll cherish for life, but I'm not sure.

What if he's not ready yet? What if he prefers not to put any labels on us? Also, I don't want him to just agree with me because I got him a present or I planned this small gateway for us. I don't want him to feel pressure.

I stand up and grab a big black backpack and place it on my bed. I shove my pyjamas in there and two sets of underwear cause you never know what's going to happen. I left it there and start rummaging through my wardrobe, trying to find what I should wear tomorrow.

Ugh, I don't have anything to wear! No, actually, I have too many things, that's my problem. I need to declutter my wardrobe one day.

I pick up my soft denim black straight-leg jeans and a black long sleeve crop top to go with it and oh, a belt. Now for the day after tomorrow, I'll wear my black faux leather leggings, a different black high-neck top and my baby blue crop puffer jacket. I'll wear my black chunky trainers for both days.

That's perfect, outfits shorted!

Now I'll pack my camera and the present, so I won't forget them and just pack my toothbrush and skincare products in the morning.

I go back to my desk and unplug my camera as well as shut down my laptop before going to the bathroom to brush my teeth and cleanse my face.

I honestly can't wait for tomorrow. Alone time with Ian is always a small taste of heaven.

We just connect really well and never get tired of seeing each other, which is kinda crazy to me because I still remember the first time, we met almost only seven months ago. I never would've thought back then that we'll end up together. 

I make sure my moisturiser is all soaked into my skin before shutting the light and going to my bed. I was already wearing pyjamas since I decided to study late, so I just get under the covers and grab my book. I hope that reading will help me fall asleep cause I'm too excited about tomorrow to be able to do that on my own.

Thankfully after about 20 minutes of reading my eyes start to feel droopy, so I close the book and put it back on the bedside table next to my phone before letting my eyes close and sleep engulf me.

The sudden knock on my balcony door startles me awake, making me open my eyes but squint them immediately because of the sunny morning. Ugh! I let my head fall back on my pillow and rub my eyes yawing. If it wasn't for the next round of knocking, I would've fallen back asleep, but Ian seems determined to get my warm comfortable ass out of the bed which is not happening.

"It's open Sakai, " I yell, knowing that my parents are probably at work now.

I mean, at least I hope so, I haven't checked the time!