Pacifico Trilogy #1: Pirate's Stella
"A pirate, an heiress and a treasure that holds the key to their fate."
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Avyanna is a rich daughter of a successful business man and a well known surgeon. She spend her life being protected and sheltered.
But...
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Decision •••
I sat on the chair in front of Halcon’s table in the cabin.
Napakagat labi ako nang maalala ang nangyari kanina. His kiss educes sensations that I didn't know I was capable of feeling.
Wala sa sariling napa ngiti ako. Pero agad din iyong napawi nang masulyapan ko ang calendar na nakapatong sa mesa.
It's the calendar that I've been marking. Nasa month pa rin ng August ang pagkakatiklop niyon. Ang huling pulang marka ay sa August 30 pa.
Binuklat ko ang page nito para mapunta sa September. Dalawang araw ko na pa lang nakaligtaan ito.
The happiness was immediately replaced by guilt.
Dati, I was so eager to put an x mark on every date. Kahit na hindi pa ako sure kung paano at kailan ako makakaalis dito ay binibigyan ko ng pag asa ang sarili ko sa pamamagitan ng pagmarka sa bawat araw na dumadaan.
Kinuha ko ang quil and dipped it in the red ink saka minarkahan ang 1 and 2.
I'm guilty of being able to forget the real world kung nasaan dapat ako. That there are my family who are anxiously and hurting for me. And there is Benj.
Oh god. Si Benj!
My heart ached as I remembered my boyfriend who probably is facing the same state with my family.
Nagu guilt’ing ipinikit ko ang mga mata. How could I do this to him?
I basically cheated on him! I kissed another guy and felt emotions that I shouldn't be feeling except for him.
Worst of all, I like that man...
I can't deny it any longer, gusto ko si Halcon. Hindi ko alam kung paano at bakit. I just started feeling it.
It's just that whenever I'm with Halcon, the notion of Benj fades away. And I know I shouldn't be feeling this way.
He was nothing but a good boyfriend. And I feel so bad for even forgetting him these past few.days.
Naluluhang ihinilamos ko ang palad sa mukha ko. Nakokonsensya at nasasaktan ako para sa kasintahan.
Halcon’s face flashed into my mind. Bigla kong naalala ang sinabi mi Mason. That Halcon already has his Marguerite who always makes him smile and laugh.
Mas lalo akong kinabahan sa naisip. Oh gosh! Paano kung girlfriend nga niya talaga 'yung Marguerite? Or even worst, asawa niya?
Stupid Avy! Stupid!
I rested my head on my arm na nakapatong sa mesa at pumikit.
I feel like a slut flirting with a committed guy while I'm still in a relationship. It feels awfully low.
