✧𝔻𝔼𝕍𝕆𝕋𝕀𝕆ℕ~ 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃~✧

✧Lan Zhan- Reassure✧

A/N- I'm going to write a few oneshots for Untamed male characters in here (namely Lan Zhan/Wangji and Wei Ying/Wei Wuxian. <these two Chinese names thing makes me confused, if i mix them up i'm sorry>) It's not going to be any significant update, just a few chapters since I love the show and the characters. Here we go with the first one, a Lan Zhan oneshot!

LAN ZHAN WAS very stressed out nowadays. Dealing with Wei Ying every day was hard enough, but now Wei Ying was having night terrors and attacks of depression and anxiety as well. Lan Zhan knew that his beloved husband that mattered so much to him was struggling with a whole medley of demons. As much as he tried to love him and take care of him, even his endless love was not enough. Ying was still suffering, and the pain he was surviving was too strong to be cured with love.

One night, after Wei Ying woke up from a night terror and was holding on to Lan Zhan for dear life, Lan Zhan said, "We need to take you to Wen Qing. Your condition is getting worse. I don't want to see you-"

He couldn't end the sentence. The possibility of him seeing the man he loved, his soulmate, end his own life was too great. And that broke his heart.

Wei Ying wrapped his arms around Lan Zhan and buried his head in his chest. Feeling the warm breaths of his lover and watching their chests rise and fall in unison calmed Lan Zhan, and through shaky breaths he whispered, "I don't want to see you kill yourself."

"Lan Zhan... you really care that much?" Wei Ying said softly. He sounded like he was about to cry, and Lan Zhan's heart broke again.

"I love you, Wuxian," he said, referring to him by his formal name. "I love you so much, my Wuxian." (if i mixed up the two names i'm sorry, my brain just doesn't make sense of having a formal name and an informal name and idk which is which, so i may mix it up quite a lot)

Wei Ying began to sob and buried his head in Lan Zhan's chest yet again. As he was being comforted, he said, "I'll go to Wen Qing tomorrow, love. I promise."

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The next day, Wei Ying did as he had promised, and went to the quarters of the doctor Wen Qing. After hearing his symptoms, she gave him a blend of some herbs that were used to relieve anxiety. When he asked for more medicine, she told him: "Wei Wuxian, this is the only medicine I have to treat your anxiety. You just have to go through the night terrors, unfortunately. That mix of herbs also makes you sleepy, so take it before you sleep if you need it. I can also give you herbs that just make you sleepy, but I'm not sure that you want to take so many drugs together. If you need it, just come back to me, alright?"

Wei Ying thanked the doctor for helping him and went back to his and Lan Zhan's quarters, wanting to give him an update on his health. When he saw that Lan Zhan wasn't there, he began to panic. He looked all around the room and in all the adjacent rooms, but he wasn't there either. He went back into the bedroom, threw himself on the bed, and began to sob. He knew he needed to breathe, or he would hyperventilate and faint, but he just couldn't. Imagining where Lan Zhan had gone in his head just made him more anxious.

Remembering the herb blend that Wen Qing had just given him, he downed it all and swallowed it without water or food, which turned out to be a mistake. His stomach began to hurt, and he began to feel nauseous. When he got up to get water, he fell down and hit his head on the bedside and lost consciousness promptly afterwards. The overdose of the herbs, taking them without water or food, and hitting his head hard had all mixed together and wiped him out. His last thoughts before he lost consciousness were, If I die from this, it will be a blessing. I'm sorry Lan Zhan... I was a fool, and I've paid for it.

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Lan Zhan returned to his quarters after a relaxing walk. His head was cleared, and all his dark emotions and thoughts had flown away, free in the spring air. He had never felt better!

Until he saw Wei Ying, the love of his life, lying unconscious on the floor.

At first, he thought he had died, and he screamed at the sky with tears pouring down his cheeks. All the emotions that had escaped him rushed back, stronger now. He cursed whoever had taken his love away from him, and he cursed himself for not being by Wei Ying's side and being able to save the man he loved.

When he realized that Wei Ying was breathing and that his heart was beating, he was extremely relieved.

"You're alive," he sobbed, holding Wei Ying in his arms. "You're alive. Oh, thank goodness!"

Wei Ying's eyes fluttered open, and he saw Lan Zhan, the man who never showed any emotion, holding him to his chest and sobbing so strongly his shoulders shook.

"What's wrong... Lan Zhan?" he murmured drowsily. Wen Qing was right. The herbs had really made him sleepy.

"I thought you were dead!" Lan Zhan cried. "I was so scared, and felt so guilty, I-I didn't know what to do."

Wei Ying's eyes misted over with tears at seeing the deep love his husband had for him. He wriggled out of Lan Zhan's grip and wrapped his arms around him, just like he had done the night before.

"It's alright, Wangji. I'm here. I'm here. It's going to be alright."

Reassured by the sweet voice of his lover and by his calming embrace, Lan Zhan stopped his crying.

He would never have to say goodbye to Wei Ying. He would never have to watch him hurt himself.

Now that Wei Ying knew how much he was loved by his husband, he wouldn't kill himself... right?

A/N- Wei Ying's oneshot will be part two to this story.