This Love

My boy

We arrive at home. I hold Diego in my arms
" anyways my boy I'll show you your room but you won't sleep there since your little too young to sleep by yourself so you will sleep with mama and dada ok?" I say. He just looks at me.
" yeah I might be acting weird now but i don't even know just let me show you your room" I say walking upstairs.

I hear Angela laughing.
" don't laugh!" I say.
" no I rather laugh " she says.
" ok than laugh well darling " I say walking to his room.

" ok here's your room " I say turning him to see.
" I don't know if you can see or not yet but you've got most prettiest room ever baby" I say. I walk to my room with Diego still in my arms. I open the door I see Angela changed into her pj's already.

" ok this is mama and dada's room, you will be sleeping here for a while son" I say.
Angela walks up to me and hold out her arms.
" give me my baby I will go shower him" she says. I give his to her.
" can I come too?" I say.
" yes " she says.

She puts him in some baby shower seat things i don't know there names but whatever. And that seat thing, she puts it in bathtub.

" he's gonna drown " I say taking him out.
" Eric he won't drown put him back "she says. She sits in the bathtub. I get in too and sits in front of her with Diego between us.

She gently moves her fingers in his body, making sure it to hurt him. I water the soap and shampoo off of him. I pick him up and Angela wraps his towel around him and holds him.

She puts his diapers on and his pj's.
" he got grey eyes " Angela says.
" nope he is not my son. I don't have grey eyes and you don't either, ouch baby you cheat on me " I fakely sniff pretending to cry

" Eric shut the fuck up he looks like just like you " she says.
" oh yeah that's right. He got my mama's eyes. Her eyes were grey " I say.

we both sit on bed, I scroll through my phone , and Angela doing her everyday thing you know. BreastFeeding.

turn off my phone and lay down on my side looking at my little family, Smiling. Angela puts Diego between us and lays on her side.
" goodnight love " she says.

" night darling " I say giving them forehead goodnight kisses and lays down again.
It feels amazing having your family. sleeping on the same bed, waking up to your kids crying. I always wanted to feel something like this.. and I got what I always wanted..

I wake up to Diego crying. I see Eric waking up as well.
" lay back darling " he says picking him up and rocks him gently.
" no he is probably hungry " I say.

And yes he was hungry. I sit down on the bed, Eric lays down again closer to me. His arm wrap around my stomach.
After five ten minutes Diego falls asleep, Eric moves away little, i place him down between us again, Eric wrap his arm around us.
i feel happy. I never felt happy in my life before Eric. He changed everything..

Next morning.

I wake up with Eric and Diego not in bed. They are probably downstairs. I walk downstairs I see Eric laying on his back with Diego on his chest sleeping, Eric playing his video games. That man nah nah he has his PlayStations everywhere, one in his room, one in the living room, and one in his office.

" good morning baby " he says.
" morning love " I say, going in the kitchen.
" had breakfast?" I say.
" nope " he says.
" what do you want?" I ask him
" anything you can make amore " he says.

I take our food outside in the garden, i sat the table. Eric comes outside. I sit down, he sits down as well.

" where do I even start? You shouldn't have made all of this love " he says as he starts to eat.
" well since yesterday we were at hospital we didn't eat any food for hours and when we came back we also didn't eat so we both are hungry" I say.

" this is soo good " he says.
" I'm glad you liked it " I say.
" thanks for the food baby " he says getting up.
" but I got to go to work " he says kissing my head.

" it's okay." I say.
" I'm really sorry but I gotta go " he says and He kisses me.
" no I understand it's completely fine " I smile he smiles back.

" aim it right in the head " I say.
He shoots, and misses it.
" I'm sorry " he apologized.
" it's fine your new that's why. You will learn don't worry keep shooting til you learn to aim it to the head "I say.

" ok boss" he says. I left him alone. He keeps shooting and shooting. I sit down and watching everyone new training. I see lev teaching a kid how to throw knives. I remember I taught lev how to Throw knives. And he is really good at it. But now he is teaching others. i see Blake on the other side showing a girl how to fight.

I turn my head to the other kid who is learning to shoot and he is doing better than he was. I hear yells. Girl yell.
" WHAT THE FUCK YOU DONT TOUCH ME LIKE THAT" she yells at Blake.

" the fuck did I do? You dumbfuck I didn't 'touch' you " he says calmly. Which I told them to be calm with them since it's their first day training.
" NOO YOU FUCKING BITCH DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO FIGHT " she yells at him.

" BITCH YOU ARE HERE TO LEARN HOW TO FIGHT " he yells back. I get up and walks up to them angrily.
" what the fuck is all of this " i yell.
The girl flinches and she turns around.

" oh nothing didn't know you were here" she actually really tried to be innocent.
" I saw everything young lady. This happens again your dead " I say clenching my jaws.

" haha yes it won't happen again. " she says reaching her hand to my collar than my cheek rubbing her thumb against my cheek. She smirks. No do I actually kill her ?.

" i wonder how you are in-" she says not continuing I grabbed her wrist and twisted her arm, punch her as I keep twisting her arm, she falls on the ground because of the punch.

" watch your fucking mouth ugly whore " I say. I look over at two of my mens i nod that them.. they understand.. they took her to cells.
" your gonna kill her for that?" Lev says.
" for being a disrespectful bitch" I say.

We walk in the hallways to my office.
" Angela dovrebbe darle una lezione " blake says [ translation: Angela should teach her a lesson ]
" Sì, è per questo che la metto in cella. " I say opening my office door. [ translation: yes that's why I'm putting her in cells]