This Love

kiss

2 week later...

I have literally nothing to do. And i wanna see this beautiful girl, this girl that stucks in my head, i can't take my mind of here. Everywhere i look i can see Bella's face. Her smile and those beautiful eyes.

Fuck, i need to see her. I text her if i could get over at hers. She answers really quickly. I can go overrrr. I grab my keys yell out that I'm leaving and go to my car. It's raining, shit. I drive slowly because i can't see anything because of the rain. Fuck it, i need to see this girl.

I speed up. When i arrive i knock gently, as gentle as i am of course. She opens the door and looks at me. Her eyes travel up and down at my water soaked body. She looks at me and bites her bottom lip. She looks at me.

Looks deep in my eyes. I can't hide this anymore. I pull her closer by her waist, holding her waist, she holds my neck and we finally kiss I can taste her full lips... I can feel her skin.. the rain sets her long brown hair....

there isn't any space between our bodies. Our tongues fighting. My hands grabbing her waist. Her hands grabbing my face pulling us closer.

I get a fucking good taste of her mouth. Trying to reach every single space in her mouth. Tasting her. Now her turn. This beautiful tongue in my mouth.

Tasting me, Kissing me, pulling us closer. Now we both soaked in water. Looking her deep in the eyes. She looking at me with those big brown eyes . She smiles at me. I smile back.
" I think we need to get inside'' her beautiful voice in this rain..
I nod, kiss her again and we get inside

" I'll get you some clothes " Bella says.
" get me some clothes ?? Bruh I'm three times bigger than you " I say.
" last time you left your bag here " she says.
" oh where is it " I ask.

" in my room" she says.
I get in her room and change, The clothes I left here are not bad they are comfortable sweatpants and hoodie.

I get out of her room to the living room. She is already sitting down in the living room.
" hey I made you a hot chocolate " she smiles softly. Gorgeous...

I sit next to her not too close and not too far away.
" thank you darling" I say taking the mug off of the table.
" your welcome " she smiles widely.

Is it possible to love somebody this early?

" where is your hot chocolate " I ask cause I only saw one mug on the table.
" I don't wanted " she says shrugging her smile off.
" why not " I ask taking a sip.
" I don't feel like drinking it " she says smiling nervously.
" come closer " I say. She raise her brow and as she's getting closer.

I take another sip and keep it in my mouth..
I grab her chin and pull her closer to my lips. All of the drink that was in my mouth I pour it into her mouth from mine.

She pulls away. I pull away as well. I put my arm on the upper couch thingy.
" what" she says.
" mm? What " I say.
" why would you do that" she asks.
" because I wanted to, and your lips looked delicious and you looked like you want some of that hot coco" I say taking another sip.
" uh- huh? How?" She asks.
" I can tell everything by your eyes sweetheart " I say.

" no " she says.
" shut the fuck up " I say grabbing her side face in my hand and pull her closer and kiss her once again. I pull back.
" ahh my bad but your eyes told me you wanted another kiss " I say.
" I don't like you " she says.
" oh darling that's not what your eyes are telling me " I say.

" then what are they telling you huh?" She says.
" telling me that you want to be my girl" I smirk at her.
" fuck off " she says rolling her eyes trying to hide her smile.
" Don't you ever hide your smile, you don't know how much I like that smile darling" I say.
She lets out a giggle" stop" she says smiles.

" no but than I gotta say then " I stop talking and look straight into her eyes. Her smile diapers " will you be my girlfriend? " i say. She stays silent, literally nothing no smile no reaction no nothing.
Did I messed up? I hope up.

She slowly smiles softly.
"Diego" she whispers.
" mmm?" I mumble.
"you for real?" She asks.
" mhm " I mumble again and nod.

" your lying " she says.
" I'm actually not lying " I say.
" Say it again" she says smiling slighting.
" will you be my girlfriend ?" I say it again.
" Yes! " she smiles widely. I let out a chuckle.
" come here " she says and she hugs me.

Hugs.. her hugs are cold lol.

" you cold darling?" I ask.
" Don't worry I'm always cold" she chuckles.
I sit on the couch and laying my legs on the couch pulling her into my laps, and then I lay a blanket on us.

" I got you " I whisper.
" thank you.. your warm" she whispers rubbing her head against my chest. I start to rub my thumb against her hair with my hand on her head.

" when did you woke up today?" I ask.
" seven am " she says.
" and when did you slept last night " I ask.
" five am " she whispers.
" Why sleeping too late knowing you will wake up early mm why darling? " I say.
" because I get nightmares and I live alone, I'm scared to sleep til sunrise" she says in a low voice.

Nightmares?

" what nightmares ?" I ask.
" past " she whispers.
" it's gonna be okay past is past future is imagination " I say.
" I liked that one " she says.
" than you don't have to be scared " I say.

" you really don't know " she says.
" I don't know what" I say.
" my past" she whispers.
" What is your past " I ask.
" it's a worst thing you will ever hear." She says. She takes a deep breathe and talks again " you don't want to know about it " she says.

" I do want to know " I say.
" eh trust me you don't want to" she says.
" I trust you with all of my heart but I want to know " I say. She says nothing, same as me I don't talk either, we stay silent for couple moments.

" whenever you want to tell me about it tell me I'll give you all of my time, whenever is it day or night even if I'm-" I pause.
Even if I'm at missions..
Definitely not saying that one.
" just whenever you are ready to talk about it I'm here at anytime my darling" I say.
" thanks Diego." She says.

" now sleep your tired" I say.
" no " she says.
" why not " I ask.
" I'm scared " she says.
" nightmares ?" I whisper.
" mhm " she mumbles.

" no my darling I'll be awake til you wake up I won't sleep you will be okay you won't have any nightmares sleep now, your tired. I will be here right here underneath you with your body on top of mine I won't go anywhere. " I say.
" good night Dee " she says.
" night my darling"