Empathy ~ Kai Parker

Chapter 45

Hospital

"Sorry I'm late and....why are you crying?". I said coming into Z's room, today we decided to see the baby's gender. "It's a girl. I'm having a girl." He whispered and cried as I said "So, happy tears. And do you remember what it means if it's a girl?". "What?" He asked and me and Z said high-fiving "We get to choose the baby's name.!!". Lexi and Kai groaned but the latter still smiled and Lexi said "Just please give the baby a good decent name.". "We'll try." We both said and grinned then I said looking at Kai and rolling my eyes "Please don't poste this on Twitter.".

"What no-wait how do you know that." He fake gasped and said "Wait are you following me." I said walking to him and snatching his phone "Yeah my Id is 'Kaisanidiotperiod1972.". He pouted and asked smirking "How do you know my birth year?". "Fine, you caught me I'm obsessed with you." I said and took a hold of cheeks and said looking at his eyes and caressing it "Like I know how you love it when I do this. Or when do this. " I ran my hand from back of his hands as his breath hitched and said "Or when I make butterscotch with a cherry in top cup cake.".

His eyes was full of adoration and I said pursing my lips "Or when you love to kill some one and watch them scream and beg for you to leave them. I also know that you have daddy Issues, abandonment Issues, Self-harm, suicidal tendencies, ex-Sociopath or are you still one. " I chuckled humorlessly while he looked hurt and said "It's so hard to keep track of your problems theses days.". I traced my hands from his hair to his cheek while saying "Your right Kai. I. am. Obsessed. With. You.". He blinked away his tears and said in anger "To be perfectly honest with you, Baby face. Your right."

I blinked back my shock while he said gripping me behind my neck pushed me until our nose was touch and said "I also know a lot about you like like how you were weak, pathetic, worth-less and a scared little boy when you left here who got beaten and raped, couldn't save his love and died how many was it 4 or 6 times?". His words hurt lot more than my curse as he continued whispering in my ear "I lot count, guess you can't even put up a fight to save you own live. I mean.." He chuckled and said "How. Weak. Are. You?". He pulled back and looked smugly at my pained and hurt face.

 I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and said "I don't know. But..." Then I run my fingers in his chest and said as a tear fall off my eyes "You are just as broken as I am.". Then  My phone buzzed and I saw it was Kol and said "Got to go, magic to research and people to save and to be saved. Toodles.". I waved at Z and Lexi's confused plus shocked face and went.

Abittor

"So what your saying is, this is a magical parasite. I got from Xnios's Grimoire and every time I use magic it grows and will not only makes me think I'm literally burning alive which hurts like hell but also ... something more traumatizing that." I asked Kol, Vina and Bex. "Pretty much.". "And there's no way to fix this?". "It's not impossible, it's just not done by anyone to anyone...who survived the process." Vina said sadly and I shrugged "Fine.". "Fine?!" They all asked  and I said "Yeah, as much as I love magic. I don't want to go though that again also I'm not all magic."

"It is not bloody fine!!" Bex yelled and I started "Bex I've been without magic, it's not all bad.". "Yes and I have see you during that period, you were miserable and constantly missing as you quote 'the electrifying flow of magic through my veins'.". "Yes darling, your façade didn't fool anyone then and doesn't fool us now." Kol said and I said smiling "It's half façade and half truth, I don't let bad things happened to me stop me from being happy. If your only wondering and dwelling in bad things then you can't see the good. See now I can't do magic, means I can focus on other things like my Exams which is in a week and my business."