Justin's pov
I laid in the bed i was sharing with Niall although he wasn't there he said we would go see Bella today and hopefully she'll be able to come home. I've tried to get my mind off of zayn. I get flashbacks and nightmares of that gun inside of me and his face enjoying seeing me in so much pain with the holes in his skin from picking at it slowly hurting himself because of the drug that runs through his veins. yet he was still beautiful to me and I longed to see him again. I hate that he makes me feel this way but I can't help it I'm In love with him.
I was stopped mid thought when the bedroom door opened
"Hey..." that voice it was something familiarly unfamiliar
"Zayn?" I asked as tears swelled up in my eyes
"Yea can I sit down... next to you? Please" his voice cracked and I knew he was crying. I opened up my arms and he collapsed in them in tears
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorryI'm sorry IM SO SORRY!!" He was breaking my heart as I felt each tear and gasp he produced
"Shshsh baby stop it I know" I said trying to sooth him
"No she is mine I was crazy to think otherwise I'm sorry for all I sit end said and I just want you back come home please please please!!!" He hugged me like his life depended on it
I don't know what I should do!
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