Number One On The List

Brains like that

Brains like mine were the brain's like that. I wanted details about sex lives I shouldn't and she had had that before and I knew that, but I don't know why I couldn't help myself but to ask. That made her feel less than and like I didn't want her, which wasn't true. I noticed a shadow put up a sign that read," For Sale" in the front yard and I knew someone had bought that house. She had to move and the last available house was across town.

I also saw that same shadowy figure put a sign on Wynrie's house too. I couldn't understand why those houses only. I disregarded it and went on to thinking about how she would feel now because that house had nobody so shed be alone unless Wynrie stayed there too.

I went and got my backpack together and decided to head out and go hunting.  That's what we had to say when we meant kill or prey because if the pale-faces knew what we were they'd destroy us, no hesitations. We'd retaliate in the end and it'd become this big ordeal over nothing to the common man but if we were found out, it meant we had to be tortured to death, (if we could die). I didn't want them to get hurt so I had to look over the area and make sure I had nothing to worry about.

I knew Daemon would probably follow after me and lock the house up unless he had wanted to stay there and hold down the place. I had to do this with or without anyone standing with me. I heard a set of footsteps drawing near me and could smell him. Daemon had decided to come with me. I smirked at the moment for just a few moments before getting back to the matter at hand.

"This is not for you, brother. This is for those girls. Make sure they're good, " Daemon said. I knew he meant that he had to know his crush, Wynrie, was safe and sound and there could be no possible way of dangers. Anything Rhaven and I did was made all about me and I made it that way. I made it seem like my accomplishments and dreams were more important than what she had done by herself.

She struggled with ALOT but she never gave in without fighting the whole way.  I knew how I was treating her and how wrong it was but I couldn't stop myself from being more than trouble.  I was a hard person to love and she was more complex than I was.  I had decided on a plan for her and me and I was determined to stick with it.  I'd just tell her what she wanted to hear and string her along for the ride.

I didn't figure it would work so I just accepted the fact that she might not want me for awhile but she would come back eventually and I couldn't be sure how I'd handle the situation. I continued to look over the area with Daemon and he decided to dematerialize home and leave me to walk back alone. I knew how I needed to start on things between us. Call her and possibly leave messages (texts, calls).

I was scared shitless because I knew how much I had done to her but I also knew how much shit was done to her too. I had to attempt to make it right.