Number One On The List

Lights Shining above

The lights above were shining so bright  that I thought I may have been going blind or something. I knew I wasn't, but still. We left the girls to walk home together and went off ourselves back home to have dinner before windong down for the night. Along the way, I told Daemon about my plans tonight with Rhaven and he didn't say much about it. "Just be careful," he said. "You don't need to be caught by that asshole before, during or after sleeping with her. Don't need more trouble," he continued on.

"Don't worry about it. I can handle him if he becomes a problem. Wynrie will be safe and she won't get involved in this one bit. I promise you that," I said back, not really having too much to say. We had a beautiful steak dinner with mashed potatoes and green beans and corn and stuffing and the clean-up wasn't terribly difficult (since Daemon insisted on doing the cleaning up). I knew he wasn't worried about me handling myself. I also knew that he knew that I'd handle Ryder if he brcame a problem for me.

I let him do the dishes and clean up the counters and table and put the dishes away too and I got ready to sleep with Rhaven before that fucker decided to come back. I wanted to pick up where we left off with our last sex session and I couldn't remember what happened last time. It'd been too long so I couldn't help but try to think about it and ended up getting nowhere.

Before I went off, Daemon gave me a switchblade pocket knife and then I was off. He saw me out and watched me head to her house. Monterey City rental apartments was the shittiest place in all of Monterey City to live and I was glad that Wynrie had gotten into a better housing situation than she was previously in. Butterflies began to flitter in my belly and the nerves were there and SO real. I stopped before getting on the porch and approaching the front door and took a deep breath and walked up to the front door.

She met me at the door and met me with a kiss so passionate that I thought I was going to lose my mind with intoxication. The passion was so intoxicating that it felt like I was going to lose feeling in my legs. The control was hard to keep under wraps but then again, I knew she wanted this so I knew it could become rough. I grabbed her by the hand and took her back to her bedroom and when I shut that door, things began to get interesting. I picked her up by her ass and pinned herself against the wall and when she gasped, I knew that was when things were going to get more interesting.

She took off her bra and she was now just in her g-string, her gray g-string. Mmmmm! I quickly took off my clothes and pinned her back against the wall and had at her. I began eating her pussy and she let her fingers run through my hair over and over again. She tugged on my hair a few times and then when she was about to come, I stopped eating her out and began kissing her neck up and down. She hegan to tug on my hard cock and I let out a groan. I went for her titties and began to flick the nipples with my tongue and suck on them.

She gasped sharply everytime or what seemed like it, making her breath hitch. I decided to just take her body now because there was no better time than the present. I slid my cock into her drenched pussy and began to give her a few thrusts and smiled when I did. I took things quickly to the next level and began to get aggressive with the thrusts. She gripped her hands around my neck and just went with it. She moved the grip to my shoulders and that'd when I decided to take her from behind.

I tugged on her hair a bit and had her  hands pressed against the wall, taking her from behind. My free hand went to her throat and I began to choke her a bit every once in a while. When my hand was free, I made her hands come behind her back in my grip and that increased my pace. She told me when she was coming and I made myself come with her. It was Perfect. The sex was better with her than anyone else I was with and it made this even more hard for me because I didn't want this to end. US to end. Not even a little bit.

The sexual healing between us was the best part of our relationship at the moment and it was because the sex was so good that we both were able to get the relief and release we needed to go about our day. We both just needed a break from the real world and the sex we had was just that for us. "Just get ahold of me when you want to do this again. I can smell him and I know he's near. I better go now," I said, emotionless. "Yeah. Probably best," she replied back, same emotionlessness as I showed. Probably us trying to hide the feelings from the other.

I felt like just ghosting her for awhile now and I knew I couldn't do that unfortunately because she'd need me now more than ever. Need the support for the outcome of his return. The support for Wynrie too. I had to just think about this as just what it was, a sneaky-link session. When I left the house, I hesitated on heading home and went for a walk to the river side for a bit. Maybe this was me ghosting for a bit. I don't know. Daemon came up to the bench where I sat and sat down himself and he took a few moments to speak a word. He sighed and started.

"Things didn't go as you had hoped or something? Or just needed some air before coming home," he asked. I wasn't sure what exactly to say because I felt like the world was crashing around me and I was utterly helpless to it all. "I don't know. We fucked and it was Perfect, but I sensed him near so it makes it hard to have enjoyed myself really. Leaving makes it feel worse because I know we're just friends with benefits and she's probably going to go back to him and continue a relationship with him. That sucks because I can't even get her to understand that she is The One. My True love. The girl that I want to be my Forever. I know it can't be that way though," I answered back, depressed.

He sighed heavily and replied," That's not the truth. It can be just like that if you just make her understand that it's what you want. Right now, she doesn't see that you know what you truly want because of your past relationships and actions. Just be honest with her see where things go between you two. Trust me, everything will work out for you with her. It's going to take time though. Can't keep trying to rush this shit with her because it's gotten you nowhere yet and it won't. I haven't gone after Wynrie like you keep trying to with Rhaven. Yeah, I may not have her yet but I'm letting time work itself out for us. Taking it slow. You just want to rush the shit which is the problem." I knew he was right.

All I did was try over and over again to rush things between us and it wasn't helping me out by ANY means. I was just a hybrid and not like I could protect her any better than his werewolf ass could. "The other part of that problem is that goddamn werewolf scum. We both know that. They started out as friends and obviously had some history after some time and now he can't stay away for whatever reason. He's obsessed with her more than I am. Quite pathetic really," I said.

Ryder fucking James. The guy was such a damn simp. A tool. But then again, I probably was too. Lusting after someone who isn't sure what she wants, bouncing between guys like a ping-pong ball.