The possibility was one that seemed too good to be real, to be true. Maybe she'd go away, just leave and come back another time, a better time. Nope. She continued to knock on the door and we kept ourselves better contained for a moment now. I began to get chilly, a little cold and I could feel the warmth radiating off of her sweet little body. Beautiful curvy body.
Daemon was doing about the same as I was for the next few moments and we began to transform back into our human selves. We gave a knock on our floors to Cassandra, letting her know she's able to let us out now. She let us out and we started at one another from across the hallway and I headed for the front door to let Rhaven in. I know he was thanking me for breaking it so that he didn't have to go through that pain quite yet. The pain of needing that victim to get you what you need, what ALL you need. And boy, did we need it.
I took a deep breath, inhaling her scent, silently and I opened the door. She rushed in and said," Look, I don't know what to do here. I don't. I want to see you again.. maybe. I don't know. Anyways, we should give it another shot and see if we connect enough to start up a relationship together. I was hoping that you'd be happier about this but- she was cut off by the presence of Cassandra. "Nevermind. You know what, nevermind. Forget everything I just said. I don't need anything from you. Just stay the hell away from me," she said, before walking out of the house and most likely heading to Ryder's.
I felt like a fucking idiot for not stopping her, but I was so shocked that I wasn't sure what to do. I probably lost the last chance I had with her and I felt like such a dumbass for it. She was everything I ever wanted and I couldn't... Things seemed to go bad for me because then Daemon came and said," You can feel the misery with everything now. You can be just like me, never getting your shit. Just. Like. Me." Cassandra came to me and said," That girl is going to be what you did for. Who you live for. She's.. Yours. Yet, she's also another guys too." I knew what that last remark was about and both ways being a fact. She did belong to another and yet, she was seeing me. Making love to me.
She would be what I lived for but I probably did die for because I needed to save her. Save her from something EVIL. Something like Ryder. "I don't need your shit today, brother of mine. Cassandra, yes, she is seeing me but also seems to love another guy too. You're.. Strange powers are right. I will live for her, even in pain because I'll probably die for her, saving her or giving her what she wants or needs. I don't need either of your guys bullshit today so leave me the hell alone," I shouted at them. I went to my room and locked the door and went to take a shower to clear my head of things. Everything.
The possibility seemed endless now. No way of proving everything to her now. Only the reject for the hurt I've caused. The hurt I will cause soon...

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Mystery / ThrillerTate Embers was a teenager when he was already dealing with the dislike of most everyone he came into contact with. His childhood was seriously ruining his life.and then one day, he discovers himself.. Somewhat.. Violently Icy- Tate's POV