Number One On The List

Freaky Friday

This was the freakish Friday I had ever had before. Rhaven was but wasn't heard and it hurt but then again, I spaced out ALOT. I also selectively choose what I listen to from people. I was toxic but had a good heart. Ryder was just toxic... And a dickhead.

I knew I had to put an end to this for good and I hoped she knew that it was for her safety. He was just going to use this and use her as he ALWAYS did, the fucking pig. Such a tool! Wynrie sent me a text message that said,: Since Ryder knows about what happened, you should know there is more to what he did. He shoved a vibrator and dido inside of her and he also pulled her hair while fucking her pussy. You deserved to know.

I was spiraling with emotion but realized that there was much more to how I'd treated Rhavrn wrongly. I didn't pay attention to what she did or said and she confessed stuff from the heart. And she told me how she was going going kill herself and I shrugged it off like it were nothing more than meaningless, empty words.. I felt something was wrong and that'd when I got the text,:"She made a serious attempt on her life tonight. I felt so much guilt.

I didn't believe she was hurt enough to ACTUALLY  make an attempt serious enough to cause worry. Wynrie sent me another text message that read,:She doesn't want you Tate. Or Ryder eeither. She's DONE with the both of you. You both fo what the other does to hurt her and it's just too toxic. It's not good for HER, Tate. Let her go. Please.. I wasn't sure how to take this news. I wasn't happy but I understood where she came from.

I knew it was what Rhaven wanted ao I had to respect that her wish was to never see me again and she didn't want that prick-fuck Ryder either. Some relief washed over me but didn't last very long.