Number One On The List

Fresh start/ Time to start over

This was it. The time had come to start over with a new beginning. A new ending. Happy ending (I hoped).  Sometimes it felt like we should just keep our "no touching" thing going but others felt like we should hold hands, cuddle, have passionate sex. Crazy, wild, passionate sex.

I was stuck at a crossroads. I also knew I had to get myself out of it, alone. Wynrie sent me a text message that read: She is being abandond by her foster family. She will be ALONE at that house. They moving and nobody telling social worker or nothing. Ryder hasn't been around for a VERY long while now. I knew she told me because she wanted me to watch her even from a distance for when she herself couldn't.

The news of Ryder not being around did make me feel happy but I was also worried about how she was handling that. I think I she'd the selfish part of me for good this time and I knew she needed this more than she needed the toxicness of Ryder. She had needed him in her own way but if Wynrie was telling the truth, she would feel like a piece of her is gone and that was terrifying to think about being real.

I watched the house closely the next morning before Daemon had even went for his morning walk. Hell, even my own morning walk. It didn't bother me rhough. This particular morning however, I felt something off, not right so I went out earlier than I initially set out to. She wasn't there! I began to panic and think of her usual spots and dematerialized to each one of them to find the same thing, nothing. No Rhaven.

I couldn't think of where she had been until I had gotten a message from her or her phone at least. Hey, I'm not sure if I'm coming back. Need something new for a bit. Hope you understand.  Bye. Something felt off about the whole thing. I knew she was somewhere I wasn't familiar with because I sensed her in danger somewhere but it wasn't clear. I  knew I couldn't let Daemon know how I felt or what she sent me because he'd meddle and get himself hurt. Wynrie sent me a text message later, literally when I was about to head out.

It read: Something happened to her. You CAN'T freak the fuck out though. She was followed by a guy who looked exactly like an abusive ex and then a guy helped her out by pretending to be her friend. They got to talking and they ended up at a party that some of his friends threw. He went off at the party and so did she and she ended up in a bedroom and a guy came in not long after her. He told her to get down on her knees. Ordered her to suck his dick. She did that and he proceeded to force her to strip and when she was not listening and he grabbed her by her hair and dragged her to the bed and proceeded to rape her in every position and she cried out the whole time.. He kept pulling her hair evwrytime she cried out in pain pr for help. The music was loud so nobody heard, except one guy who was going to the bathroom.

He broke the door down and got it open and made it possible for her to leave safely, but not unscared. She knew that nobody would care so she isn't going to tell anyone. Thought you may want to know that she got HEAVILY raped. The guy used vibratory and dildos and so many things it's not funny. And in so little time, he did so much damage.

I wasn't too sure how to feel about this. I  was glad she was home but she had been hurt so that wasn't okay woth me at all. I knew Wynrie would also let Ryder know about her even if they weren't together because they were still good at being friends when it didn't work. They stayed there for each other no matter what their relationship was and that was good.

Wynrie messaged later and said,"Ryder knows and he's on the way to her place to stay with her and get back with her." This motherfucker had balls to come and take her after she had been raped jus to end up fucking her the same ways that sick fuck had. Shit is sick!