Coincidentally Destined

XXI

Mews pov

"I love you Phi." Wait what?

"B-baby did I heared it right?" I know he loves me too, I can feel it. But hearing it came out of his mouth hits different.

I wasn't really expecting it from him, because we are still in our courting stage. You don't know how much I wanted to hear those words from him and of course personally, right straight to my sexy face. I thought it will take time for me to gain, but he's worth it. He is worth the wait.

This is really surprising. Damn this fucking tears, my baby Gulfie just said he loves me, I couldn't care less if I look like a mess.

If only I knew that me singing to him will make him say that special words to me, I would have sang him a song everyday just to hear it daily. Every hour, every minute.

Damn, I'm so inlove.

This past few days, I couldn't sleep a wink. Gulf occupied my thoughts. Especially the day he left for Thailand. When I left the airport, I couldn't get my ass together. I didn't know what happened to me, but I couldn't function well at all. So I decided to go back to the hotel instead of going to the site. I know I won't be able to do my job with my mind like that so why bother.

Before, even if I am sick or dying from headache I still went to work. Now, I just can't. Maybe because after two decades, I got to be with my baby again. We barely had a month with each other and now he left again. My knees is not cooperating at all. Though I am glad this time I know he will be back in my arms sooner or later.

The day he left, I waited all day trying everything to make myself busy. Then the promised time came, I waited for him to call but I got nothing. So I tried calling him instead, but he's not answering. I tried again and again till I couldn't reach his phone totally. I was going crazy, it was already 8 pm for damn sake what could have happened to him? I trusted his promise, I just want to know if he arrived home safely now that's all I ask and pray, and I promise I'll be okay.

I grabbed my charger quickly coz I'm running out of battery. My battery even got drained yet I couldn't hold on to him. I thought maybe, he also run out of battery, or he got tired from his flight and slept. Maybe. BUT he promised me. Knowing him, my baby probably is dating with me on his dream now. Yeah maybe he is sleeping. Calm the fuck down Mew. They are 11 hours ahead of time so he really must be sleeping.

I was busy gathering my shattered sanity, when my phone rang, I almost dive unto it. Finally. I released a deep sigh and immediately answered. I was right he fell asleep. Now I can calm myself.

My baby watched me eating. He knows I easily loose my appetite especially without him beside me. I ate happily. Even if he tells me to eat grass I will happily oblige.

I went to work the next morning. I miss my Baby Gulfie, but I need to finish work as soon as possible so I can run immediately to my baby's arms. Sometimes I can't help overthink. What if Gulf doesn't like my clingy ass and find it annoying? Will he leave me?
My heart is racing just by the thought of it. I really need to go back.

But once I go back, will he return to Jacksonville again? Will he stay in Bankok with me if I ask him?

Who am I kidding. Of course he won't, he have their business here. He practically established a life here. A very good life. Who wanted to be associated with a virgin sad boy like me? Definitely no one.

Sometimes I admire how good I am hurting myself. I'm not crying.

"I said I love you my Meeyow." joke I'm crying a river. Erase that, it's an ocean now. I might pass as the biggest supplier of water in Thailand. I know this is embarrassing, but I feel overjoy. Lemme have this fucking moment. I will do everything to make him stay even if I get on my knees. I will definitely beg for our future. I want him besside everytime. I'll make sure to discuss this with him. I love him so much.

Do I deserve this baby?

Fuck that, I do! He is meant for me. He is mine. I will stab cupid with his own arrow if he says otherwise.

"Baby." I couldn't stop crying. My eyes are getting heavy.

I heared him uttering words before everything went black.

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Next morning.

I went to the site early. I also called Zee to be there earlier too. I want to finish this project soon coz I badly want to go home. A smile escape from my precious delightful mouth by the word 'home'. Hmmm wait for me baby.

"What happened to you bro? You didn't pick up my calls yesterday. I was worried. I wanted to visit you but work caught me up. This rest house is up for furnish and we're good to go."

"Nice, coz I really have to go back now." he scoffed. I want to kick his balls just once.

"Come on bro, we won't enjoy the place first?" enjoy your face as if he really is sincere with his invitation.

"As if you want to enjoy it with me. You enjoy it with your fiancé." look at him smiling widely. Idiot horny.

"You know I want to hang out with you, but you have a perfect suggestion. Though I can be anywhere as long as I am with Yves." what can I say? I can't argue nor tease him with his cheesiness. I am insanely in love too.

"Hey, watch your smile you look stupid. Now lets go and meet Mr. Bon and have our free lunch. HAHAHAHA ~ahh fucking shit! my precious dragon balls." Asshole.

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