Double fire🔥

//15//:Wedding bells

SABRINA'S POV
ABUJA, NIGERIA.
FEBRUARY, 2018.

Indeed, Allah loves his servant who are most forgiving.

It kept ringing in my head. I had to choose between my pride and my family's reputation. I felt so desolated. I've been getting comments like;

"I never liked her."

"She's finally revealing her true colors."

"She doesn't deserve the love she gets from her fans."

"SAK the bully!"

"She did the same thing to my uncle, he's a paparazzi."

I was heartbroken. You could be the best of the best to people, you could be the kindest and most loving person to society, but one silly mistake or situation can change their perspective towards you.

I'm in my room along with Kubra, Mimi, Aliya and Aliza and her child. I'm still finding it hard to believe that they're both married. I miss our daily tantrums, the sleepovers, the fights especially. Those were the  good days.

After seeking Allah's guidance, I finally made a decision. I'm going to do what I think is right. I don't care what happens after, I'm going to follow my heart.

"Are you sure?" Mimi asked me one last time. I wrapped the maroon jersey scarf around my revealed hair. I let out a shaky breath and gave her a simple nod. I was nervous. She kept the phone on the sideboard, and tapped on the start button.

I was now live on Instagram.

"Hey everyone! It's me, the trending bully! That's what you guys call me now, isn't it? It's very saddening to be very honest, the fact that you guys didn't even understand my own point of view, you just went ahead to judge me. It's not something that baffled me though, it's been happening to me my whole life. I'm always pictured as the villain, the quoted 'dragon'. I've been called so many names, I've been accused of doing things I wasn't even aware of, but again it doesn't pierce me even in the slightest way possible. You know why? Because I know I'm not. I know I'm not a bully. I know I'm not a villain. I know I'm a good person. And I have full confidence in myself.

If defending myself and taking a stand for what is right makes me a bully? Then I'll gladly accept it. Even if the whole world support that which is wrong, it's never going to change the truth. And I'll always take a stand for the truth.  About the video, I didn't want to talk to him but he was trying to force me, he held my wrist tightly, it still hurts. I had repeatedly asked him to let go of my hand but he refused, so I hit him.

Kamal Malik, I apologize for hitting you, as a Muslim, it wasn't the right thing to do. I really hope you forgive me and learn some manners along the way. Neelam et belle, I apologize to you for speaking in that manner, you're my Muslim sister and it was not appropriate. Then Farooq Khaleed...."
I paused. If you think I'm going to apologize to this man, then you're wrong. I'd rather lick the floor than to apologize to him. Yes, I despised Kamal, but I feel that he's a changed person. That's why I reached my apologies to him and his cousin. Just for the sake of Allah, in order for peace to reign.

I forced a fake chuckle."We were just joking around, our parents are the best of friends so he's literally family. We always joke like that, it's a habit." I forced another fake laugh. I'm pretty sure they would buy it.

"Next time, before judging a person, you guys should first of all hear both sides of the story. That's why we might not finish! We live in a society where seventy percent of the people are pessimist and thirty percent are optimistic. With the amount of negativity spread, how the hell do we expect to grow? Please let's change. Together for good." Mimi ended the video, I released a sigh of relief after that.