Dear Goodbye... [COMPLETED]

DIARY ENTRY #17

DIARY ENTRY #17

Dear WS,

Hey, my White Shirt. Sa dinami-rami kong nicknames para sayo, most likely na itong WS ko ang most memorable. Ilang beses ba naman akong magsusuot ng plain white shirt at ilang beses akong makakakita ng taong nakasuot ng ganoon, diba?

Anyways, maybe you'll get a little bit confused but hey, as much as I want to talk to you and as much as I'm a very talkative person, I still can't make myself talk to you about these things that I'm about to write.

I have been loving and treasuring every conversation with you. May it be through text or personal. Everything just seems perfect.

Alam mo yung feeling na sa dinami-rami kong naging crush, mukhang ikaw ang pinaka-tatatak. Pfft I don't even have the clearest explanation why, pero ewan.

Gusto kita. Gustong-gusto.

Maybe because of your smiles, or because of your eyes, or maybe because of the way you make me feel.

Hindi mo alam—or maybe you do, but I can seriously feel butterflies in my stomach everytime you're near. Tapos akala ko sa kapatid ko lang 'to mararamdaman or anyone in my family since well, I have no choice, pero sayo? I have a lot of choices. So, how can I dislike and like the person at the same time?

I mean come on, not everyone is perfect—I am not perfect, pero kapag may kinaiinisan ako sa isang tao, naiinis na talaga ako with matching layo-layo, tapos sayo... I'm even liking you more because of your flaws.

It's actually weird—this is weird. I can't believe I'm starting to write songs. I mean I love music but I never thought of writing one. Tapos eto pa ha! I'm even writing a story on Wattpad. Can you believe it? Ako kasi hindi. Matagal ko nang tinalikuran ang pagsusulat kasi lagi akong nakukulangan. Kulang sa emotions, kulang sa story, sa puso, I don't know. But then, one look at you and the story flows.

Anyways, about the story that I'm currently writing. Alam mo bang anim na lalake ang bida roon? Tapos kada isang lalake, may isang characteristic mo. Ghad! I really am weird. Normally kasi kung gusto mo yung tao, buong siya ang ilalagay mo bilang isang character, tapos sa akin, chinop-chop kita. Wengya laftrip. But whatever, I'm productive if it's you I'm thinking of so gorabels.

Hays! Wala na akong maisip na sasabihin sayo for the meantime kaya naman babalikan na lang kita kapag may ik-kwento na ulit ako.

Just always remember that I like you so much, and keep smiling. Mas cute ka kapag masaya ka—though cute ka rin naman kapag seryoso ka, sarap mong titigan. Pfft. Bye na nga talaga. Goodnight, WS. Sweetest dreams, My Labs.

Tapat lamang sayo,

Zoe