DIARY ENTRY #54
Dear Diary,
Is it just me or I really wasn't able to put my attention on him? I mean yes, I admitted that I still have those pretty little butterfly feelings for him but I swear hindi ko siya napansin ng halos buong grade eleven-year ko.
Maybe it's because I got busy with school, with projects, or maybe with Wattpad, or with the choir, with my other newfound friends. I'm not quite sure which one is the exact reason. Basta ang alam ko, halos hindi ko alam na nag-eexist siya.
Am I bad? I feel bad. Hala! For someone na nagsabing mahal niya pa rin yung tao, nawalan ako halos ng pake sa kanya. OMG. I am so bad, Diary!
Oo nga at sinabi kong idi-distract ko 'yung sarili ko pero jusmiyo marimar. I was expecting that I'll still notice his every moment, and maybe the girls he'll talk to and me getting mad at myself because I can't make myself be better and more deserving of him.
Pero AH! Nakakaloka na talaga, Diary. Babye na nga muna! May choir meeting pa kami eh huhuness.
Zoe
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