Dear Goodbye... [COMPLETED]

DIARY ENTRY #36

DIARY ENTRY #36

Diary,

I think I know the reason na... why he felt so cold... so distant. I think there's someone else.

Funny 'coz I was texting with someone this morning, it was his number I'm sure of it, pero iba yung gumagamit, iba yung kausap ko.

The person even said that I should get away from him. Is that it? He has someone else and yet he didn't even bother to tell me?

Aware kaya siyang hindi pa ako nakaka-move on sa nangyari sa amin nila Lysa? Why is he being so insensitive? Prank or not, hell, I'm having insecurities here! I'm overthinking! Things just keep on piling up tapos dadagdag pa 'to?

Alam mo kung anong mas masaya roon, Diary? I even saw them smiling and laughing. Being insensitive freaking people.

So ano? Nakakatawang paglaruan ako? Nakakatawang pag-tripan ako? I mean the answer must be yes, right? The answer was freaking obvious in their faces. They were freaking happy. Having the best time of their lives.

Nakakatawa nga naman kasi sigurong pagmukhaing tanga yung tao, ano? Saya man trip eh, ano? Sure. Gusto nila 'yun eh. Might as well be a fool for them. At least may pakinabang ako kahit pansariling katuwaan lang.