Dear Goodbye... [COMPLETED]

DIARY ENTRY #23

DIARY ENTRY #23

Dear WS,

That look in your eyes... when I asked that certain question, "Do you like me too?" Like, come on! Una sa lahat, where the hell did I get that huge amount of confidence to ask you that question? Like... nahalata mo ba? I swear I was trembling while looking at you... waiting for the answer... but pfft. Hindi ka naman aamin, tama ba?

For the first time, I told my sister about it, and guess what? She said that actions speak louder than words, and I retaliated, actions without words are confusing. I read that on Wattpad, and it kinda stuck with me.

I can't believe that I'm finally worrying about crushbacks. It's really funny, actually. Noon naman wala akong pakialam kung may gusto ang isang tao sa akin eh. It's their feelings, not mine. Ang alam ko lang ay gusto ko yung tao. Pfft, I even stop liking that person once I know that they like me back, pero iba na naman ang kaso mo.

You're this someone that I want all their affection, all their attention, all mine. Why the hell am I being possessive all of a sudden? Hayst. I should really stop questioning myself regarding my sudden changes when it comes to you. I mean it's you. Everything is fine if it's you.

Wait! Nandito na si Ma'am. Balikan kita mamaya pag-uwi ko sa bahay ha?

Umm... WS? Balik tayo sa unang paragraph ko, ha? Ahh... Ehh... Alam ko na yung sagot sa tanong ko. Hehehe... Ayoko lang muna mag-assume kaya ayoko munang sabihin, I want to hear it from you. Like I told my sis, maguguluhan ako kapag hindi ko narinig mula sayo yung mga salitang 'yun. Cute ang ginagawa mong actions, pero sweet din kung sasabihin mo nang direkta. Pero oks lang. I don't wanna force you, it's your life after all. I'll try to be a lot more patient then.

Anyways, my day was once again completed because of you, so thank you so much, Kaine. Thank you for being part of my life. Thank you for staying. Thank you for being born.

Waiting for your words,

Zoe