The Mafia's Doll (Mpreg)

Pouring out

Pete's POV:

I was too tired to move and this was something Ae was used to. He helped me lie down on bed and then moved to grab the tissues to clean the mess I had created on both our stomachs. He cleaned me up and then moved to grab his boxers.

I turned around showing him my back because I can't bear seeing the same sight anymore. This was something I got used to. He would always leave me alone after getting intimate. I always yearned for his company after the play but he never was there besides me. He would clean me up, cover me with duvet and leave.

It ached my heart to an extent that I couldn't describe. And this thing alone gave me a very horrible feeling because I felt that he needed me just for this. I clutched onto the duvet holding it close to my chest while waiting for him to walk out of the room so that I can cry silently.

I heard the door being opened and closed and knew that he had left. Finally, I let the tears flow out and the sobs became audible. I wanted to cry it out because I felt degraded. As if I was something that he would use and then throw away. I didn't know why I got this feeling but it had been like this from the day the maid had insulted me.

It had been quite a while before I felt some movement. Even before I could register something, the mattress around my back was dipped and the night lamps were turned on. Shit!! I should have been careful!!

I quickly wiped off the tears and tried to keep as quiet as possible. "Why are you crying?" Ae's deep voice was heard right behind from me. Damn!! I was caught red handed. I tried to take in a few breathes to calm myself down in order to make sure that I won't sound horrible. "I wasn't crying..." I tried to reply.

"Do you think I am a fool?" his blunt question was shot right after my reply making me go quiet. "I-I am sorry..." I apologised. "I don't need your apologies, I need the reason why you were crying." He deadpanned. "I-It's.... I was just missing my parents..." I tried to cover up.

"Is it that you always miss your parents after we do it?" he asked in a serious voice. What??? He knew??? "A-Ae..... You k-know?" I asked a bit surprised. "Hmmm... That doesn't answer my question. Why were you crying? This time tell me the truth before I get it out my own way." He warned. I turned around to face him so that he can see the emotions on my face.

"Actually, I always wanted to cuddle with you after we did it but then...... you always left after that. Didn't stay back. I-I felt hurt." I confessed. "Why didn't you tell me so?" he asked, I can see guilt on his face. "I thought that you won't be liking and it was rather like bothering you so I kept quiet." I let it out.

"What else have you been hiding from me?" he demanded. "Nothing much.... It's just..." I didn't know what else to say to him. It was as if I was going to open up a book that I have closed and locked away just because it was cursed.

"You need to tell me... Otherwise how will I understand?" Ae questioned. I moved a bit and then sat up. I didn't know from where to begin it. "Actually, the things I have in mind are not reasonable ones. But it's just that my stupid mind that doesn't stop thinking. I have lived a life of a normal person who dreamt of having his own family. A beautiful marriage, kids, a loving husband who will always shower me with lot of love, a small yet happy family. But then.... Everything changed in blink of an eye when that day those people tried to assault me. I am lucky that you were on time to save me. I don't blame you for anything because you had already provided me with an option in very beginning. It was me who chose to stay here and I assure you that I am perfectly happy. It's just that sometimes I become over dramatic." I tried to joke in order to ease out the tension but he seemed to be dead serious.

"How long have you been holding them inside?" he asked in a gentle tone while slowly placing his finger below my chin and making me look up. My eyes were filled with tears at his warm gesture. It was hurting like hell now after seeing how much tenderly he spoke in this moment.