My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 11

We are sitting down at a restaurant having lunch while looking for a case, deans extremely concentrated on his newspaper article while Sam's in the bathroom and I am very very focused on the burger in front of me "you're taking so long to eat" Dean complains without looking up "I am appreciating my lovely lunch" I day taking another bite, the very pretty waitress comes over "can I get you anything else?" She asks, Wendy according to her name tag, Dean looks up the pen he's been chewing on still resting between his lips and smiles well gawks at the waitress "just the check" Sam replies and the waitress walks away, Dean drops his head for a second before looking up at Sam "You know, Sam, we are allowed to have fun once in a while." Dean says, he looks over at Wendy again who's wearing extremely short shorts "that's fun" he points, Sam doesn't reply "I hate to agree with Dean, but he's right Sammy. It's a great way to relieve stress and let's be honest a little sex never hurt anybody. Well except for that one time" I say scrunching my nose

"Oh yeah" Sam says and laughs "what happened?" Dean asks curiously "um" I say "oh come on tell me" he complains, I look at Sam "I dislocated my hip" I admit "how exactly did you do that?" Dean asks "my ex wanted to try something he saw and I think we did it wrong" I say "or?" Sam asks clearly wanting to embarrass me "went to hard, we broke the bed" I say pursing my lips together "oh wow, what was it?" Dean asks "yeah I'm not too sure, it was good while it lasted I have to admit" I say, Dean looks slightly uncomfortable so he pushes the newspaper he's been looking at "here, take a look at this, I think I got one. Lake Manitoc, Wisconsin. Last week Sophie Carlton, eighteen, walks into the lake, doesn't walk out. Authorities dragged the water; nothing. Sophie Carlton is the third Lake Manitoc drowning this year. None of the other bodies were found either. They had a funeral two days ago." Dean says changing subject "a funeral?" Sam asks

"So what they emptied an empty coffin?" I ask "yeah for uh closure or whatever" Dean shrugs "Closure? What closure? People don't just disappear, Dean. Other people just stop looking for them." Sam bursts, Dean and I share a look "something you want to say to me?" Dean asks "The trail for Dad. It's getting colder every day" Sam complains "Exactly. So what are we supposed to do?" Dean replies also getting stressed, I rest my head on the table. Having vampire super hearing is already hard enough but now I have to sit here and listen to these boys fight all the damn time in super sonic hearing "guys" I say "I don't know something. Anything" Sam replies to Dean "You know what? I'm sick of this attitude. You don't think I wanna find Dad as much as you do?" Dean bursts back "Yeah, I know you do, it's just—" Sam begins "I'm the one that's been with him every single day for the past two years, while you've been off to college going to pep rallies. We will find Dad, but until then, we're gonna kill everything bad between here and there. Okay?" Dean almost yells

There's a silence but I know that Sam is rolling his eyes, I look up and they're staring at me waiting for me to make my usual unrequested opinion "don't look at me I'm not getting involved in this bullshit between the two of you alright" I say "you never stay out" Sam says "yeah well I'm tired of this, the two of you fighting like teenagers again? You're doing my fucking head in, be happy you got each other to rely on when John is out there doing God knows what. If he wanted to be found we would've found him already, but you two girls need to cut the fucking shit" I say losing control of my own tongue and giving my opinion anyways, Sam is staring "I'm sorry Sammy, I'm on your side even when you're wrong. But, and don't get used to this, Dean right this time" I say, Sam narrows his eyes slightly I can tell he's pissed "we are hunters alright? We have a job to do, these people they're innocent. And we're the only ones close enough to help, so I think we should. I was lucky enough that your father didn't just ignore a silly case when it came to me or I wouldn't even be having this conversation with you" I say

"Is that why you never stopped hunting?" Sam asks "yes and there's another reason" I shrug it off "what is it?" Sam asks "I like the adrenaline it gives, the feeling of uncertainty and danger. Killing these son of bitches gives me some increased levels of serotonin that I cannot explain" I admit "yeah that's how Dean feels about it" Sam says, I shrug "how did you turn this whole thing around on me?" I ask "I know you only talk about your feelings when you're pissed off" Sam says, I frown "this was very unnecessary, you could've just asked" I complain "would you have told me?"

"No"

They both laugh at me "can we go now? Before someone else drowns?" I ask, they agree. The waitress brings the check over to us and we pay with one of our credit cards before leaving "Dean instead of just staring at the girl make a move" I say "I thought we had a job to do" Dean says "I'm sure it won't take longer than 5 minutes after how long you've been holding all that in for" I joke trying to hold in my laughter, Sam does no such thing he just laughs in Deans faces "haha you're really funny" Dean says rolling his eyes at me, I get in the back seat and lay down "I'm taking a nap, that burger really filled me up" I say "alright" they mumble

And I'm no time, sleep completely takes over

"What are you so afraid of?" Dean whispers "I'm not afraid of anything Dean" I reply "then what's the harm? You know we both want this" he says tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, he rests his hand in my cheek and looks deep into my eyes "I've missed you" he whispers "this is wrong" I say "does this feel wrong?" He asks pulling me closer "and this?" He asks pressing his soft lips to mine, Dean picks me up and sets me on his lap without breaking the kiss, his hands are in my hair while mine are cupping his face. My skin Im on fire but I can't help myself, I want him, I want him now