My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 75

I wake up to soft kisses in my cheek, neck and at the back of my shoulder "that feels nice" I whisper without opening my eyes "you like it?" Dean asks spinning me around, I open one eye to look at him, he's laying on his side with a smile on his face "what's that look?" I ask, he smiles at me, his green eyes glistening slightly "what look?" He asks "that look" I say "I'm just happy" he replies, an instant smile takes over my lips "yeah? Why?" I ask "because I get to be married to you, and you're so incredible and sexy" Dean says, I keep smiling as he brushes a strand of hair behind my ear and rests his hand on my cheek and kisses me softly, the kiss instantly heating up, I move over so I'm straddling him

*knock knock*

Dean pulls away "Doors locked ignore it" I whisper before kissing him again

*knock knock*

The door handle rattles

Dean pulls my top over my head and sits up to kiss me, his arms wrap around me and his palms are flat against my back

*SWOOSH*

*FAINT FLUTTERING*

I pull away and shut my eyes tightly for a few seconds "Castiel, when the door is locked it does not mean come in" I say dropping my head on Dean's shoulder, by the sudden jump on Deans heart I can tell he's annoyed "Cas, what the hell" Dean says, his voice raspy and annoyed the way it usually is making my stomach flutter "Sorry, I, I didn't know you were doing this" Castiel replies "when you are done, we have news from Kevin" Castiel adds

*SWOOSH*

I sit up again "now where were we?" I ask, Dean smirks and kisses me again

A few long minutes later

Dean and I have a shower and meet Castiel and Sam in the map room where we usually do most of our research (I call it the map room because there is a giant map behind a coat of glass made into a table) "Are you guys ready to get serious?" Sam asks "Sammy, your deprivation is showing" I say "I'm not deprived" Sam says furrowing his brows "your heart jumped, that means you lied. I think our mission here is getting these two angels here laid" I say look at Dean, who laughs way too hard but nods "I agree, this is a serious issue" Dean adds on "I do not need to have sexual relations, I do not feel the need nor pleasure the way you humans feel" Castiel says "that's the deprivation talking Cas, I'm not a human either. But man does it feel good, we feel more meaning it is way better than what humans feel. Trust me" I say, Dean let's out another cackle "can we not talk about this?" Sam asks looking disgusted

"Sammy I'm sure your right hand is getting tired" I say, Sam rolls his eyes "you're disgusting" Sam replies "no, I have super hearing and sometimes I cannot turn it off. Seriously, you need a hook up" I say, Dean is hunched over at this point, Castiel is purely confused and Sam is very uncomfortable "okay, stop" Sam points at me "fine fine, but after this trial. We're getting you laid" I say, Sam rolls his eyes "or I'll rip that bracelet off and compel you to stay here, I'll go out to find a hellhound and restart the trials myself" I say seriously, Sam knows I'm serious because he huffs, pinches the bridge of his nose with his eyes closed for a second before dropping his hand and looking at me again, in my eyes "fine" Sam replies, I smile and high five Dean "now what did Kevin say?" I ask "he won't say anything over the phone we need to go to him" Sam says "okay so let's go" I nod

We pack up our bags and pile up into the impala, Castiel has disappeared again so it's just the three of us "what do you think the next trial is?" I ask, Dean is focused on the road, Sam is trying to act calm but is clearly stressed "something almost impossible to do, hellhound was hard but it was easy enough to do" Sam says, Dean looks at me then back at the road "I never asked you" Dean says "I've been dying to but I haven't" he says "then ask away" I say with a smile "you can see them can't you? I mean I never gave you glasses but you looked right at it before it attacked you" Dean says "yeah I can see them" I reply "you can see hellhounds?" Sam asks "apparently, I could see them at the barn. I never saw one before" I shrug "do you know why?" Dean asks, I shake my head "I mean only the damned can see them, so I guess being a vampire means being damned" I shrug again "maybe it's because you died and now you're stuck in between" Sam suggests

"In between would mean being a ghost, I've been to purgatory" I say "I don't know though, I never thought too much into it. I guess being what I am just means I got a one way ticket to hell" I say "you're not going to hell" Dean says, I chuckle "I'm not mad at it Dean, I've done terrible things. Especially at the beginning when I was learning to control my hunger, god I almost hurt someone I shouldn't have" I say, Sam turns around and I purse my lips "me or Jess?" He asks "Jessica, she cut her hand while we were cooking for you. Blood was still so sensitive for me, it was hard to resist, and I lost control I could hear you in my head. I could see the hate in your eyes and I used that to learn how to control it, I never wanted to see that hate in your eyes for me" I say "You kept me human Sam" I admit, he smiles and I smile back "And this bond is why I needed you when he was jacked up on demon blood" Dean says "sorry I was preoccupied being tortured" I joke

We laugh, at this crazy world that has become our reality "I can't believe the crap we deal with" Dean says "I mean Sam and I have been to hell, you were tortured and poised, purgatory, soulless Sam. The actual apocalypse, and now closing the gates to hell" Dean lists and for some reason it makes us laugh again, the laughter is contagious and almost therapeutic. Being with my boys feels like peace