My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 44

The days feel much longer, the hunger is increasing and the voices are getting louder. Sam and Dean won't leave the other side of the door and I can't help but feel absolutely helpless knowing there's only one way out of this one "guys?" I croak out, I'm sitting down resting my head on the door "yeah?" They both ask in unison "I um, I need you guys to realise what is happening here" I say breathing heavily now, just talking takes a toll out of me "we're going to find a way out of this" Sam says, I sigh and I can feel the tears pooling in my eyes "I don't think I want to fight anymore" I whisper "I'm tired" I admit, tears are now rolling down my pale face "I can't do this any longer, it's been months. The apocalypse is here, Castiel can't help me, nobody can. I'm ready" I say, I can hear their heart beating fast "we're not ready to give up on you" Dean says, I hear the door latch open and move to the side slightly as the boys walk in "I'm way too hungry to have you boys in here" I say, they sit on either side of me

I can see the tears in the eyes, more on Sam who's already letting them flow freely down his face. I grab onto their hands "I have had the most amazing life next to the both of you. Sammy you are the best friend I could have ever hoped for, we went to college together, grew up together, I watched you turn into this amazing man that you are, through everything you were the one who stood by my side, you helped me deal with my grief and it shaped me into the person I am today" I say looking into his eyes, he cries harder. I turn to look at Dean and smile "My big boy" I chuckle, he smiles at me "you were my first love and I never expected it to have turned out so good, I'm glad that it turned out this way. I'm glad that in the end it was you and not anybody else, I'm glad you came by that day in Stanford and I'm glad I never stopped loving you" I say, a soft smile on my face "why does this sound like a goodbye?" Dean asks "because it is" Bobby says, he walks in with a stake "no Bobby" Sam says, his voice cracking

"This is her wish boys, it's what she wants and needs. What is the point keeping her here, suffering this way" Bobby argues, I struggle to get up and the boys instantly support me to my feet and help me to the bed "Bobby" I whisper "I know kid" he replies with a sad smile. I begin to lay down and Dean pulls me into his chest, I'm facing Sam and Bobby. Dean grabs ahold of the stake and holds it tightly "I'm not ready to say goodbye" Sam says "maybe it won't be a goodbye, our family have a hard time staying dead" I joke, they chuckle and I look at each of them for a while remembering everything we have spent together

Every laugh

Every fight

Every tear

Every hunt

Every trip

Everyday of our lives

"You guys promise to take care of each other?" I ask, tears streaming down my tired face "we promise" Sam replies "does it hurt?" Dean asks, I shake my head "don't be sad, I get to die surrounded by the people that I love the most. My broken little family" I whisper, I close my eyes and I can feel them shuffling. The edge of the stake is hovering on my skin "I love you Reggie" Dean whispers in my ear and everything goes silent

And that was it, the end was here

Or so I thought