My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 98

I wake up early in the morning and go on a run, trying to occupy my head from everything that I have done in the last couple of months. I return home with a bag of take out, Dean is in his robe, this time it's tied up probably indicating that he didn't bother putting clothes on this morning, he's looking extra sleepy with his cup of coffee "where did you go?" He asks frowning, he looks at the bag in my hand "are you hungry? I got us some food" I say, he scans my body, I'm only wearing leggings and a sports bra "where did you go?" He asks again "I don't want to say, you're going to make fun of me" I reply "you went on a run didn't you?" He asks with a smug look "you have super speed and an eternal sexy body" Dean says, I smile "why thank you" I reply putting the bag of food on the table "SAMUEL FOOD" I yell and turn back to Dean

"You look so good" Dean says pulling me closer "that is because I do not age" I say with a smile, he kisses my cheek and neck "aren't I the luckiest?" He asks "I guess you are, one day people will think you are my sugar daddy" I say, he laughs and rests his head on my shoulder just as Sam walks in "everything okay?" He asks "all good, brought breakfast" I say pointing at the bag "and what's up with Dean?" He asks "I have a small situation, big problem" Dean replies, he stands up right but still standing in front of me so Sam won't see, my eyes trail down and I can see a bump under the robe making me stifle a laugh "go put some clothes on" I whisper slapping his arm, he turns around and walks off "I'm guessing things are good again?" Sam asks "yeah" I lie "you're lying, your dimple twitched" Sam says, I roll my eyes "what is it?" He asks

"I'm still getting used to caring again, I feel like I'm walking on eggshells around you guys. Specially since the um truth about that night came out"

"You don't have to walk on eggshells around us, definitely not around me. I don't blame you for turning it off, I'm surprised you didn't do it sooner"

"I turned it off to save Kevin and even with that, he ended up dead"

"Do you want to know what happened?"

"What's the point Sammy? Either way I'll beat myself up over it, I would rather not know. That kid deserved to be alive, he lost his mother and then me"

"It's not your fault"

"Maybe, but maybe he would've been alive if I was around to protect him like I said I would"

"He only stayed alive longer because you have yourself up for him"

I sigh "I'm going to the garage" I say walking away "I'm still here if you want to talk more" Sam calls, I give him a thumbs up without looking back. I fill up a few buckets of water, grab the softest rags we had before filling the buckets with soap. I change into a pair of shorts before going back up to the garage without the boys seeing me

"Ready for a shower baby?" I whisper grabbing a bucket, I throw water all over her and start washing her up softly trying to occupy my head. I accidentally get water all over my front but just keep going

I feel eyes on me, I turn around and Dean is leaning against the wall watching me "don't stop at my account, please" Dean says smiling "come" I say offering my sponge "is this your idea of a distraction?" Dean asks walking closer "anything to keep me busy, plus she needed a wash. Poor girl wasn't even black anymore" I say, Dean chuckles "but before you do, that comes off" I point at his shirt, he smiles and pulls it over this head "much better" I say actually handing him the sponge this time. We clean the car in silence, the only noise coming from the music in the radio "what the hell? Are we running a charity car wash?" Sam asks, we turn to him "why are you both semi naked?" Sam asks "not my idea" Dean shrugs

"I know that look, what did you find?" I ask "uh, just hunt. Looks like it could be a ghost, three victims attacked, no sign of break in, the alarm system never went off either." Sam replies "Cool" I reply "let's go hunting boys" I say swinging my towel, they both laugh at me as I walk out of the room "she seems good" Dean says "she's trying to be" Sam replies "I can't hear you" I yell. I stop in front of my door for a few seconds, I've been staying in Deans room this whole time without actually having to come in here, Dean has been taking care of everything, even bringing me my clothes so I don't actually have to come in here

"You want me to pack for you?" Sam asks, I keep staring at my door "I haven't really come in here since I turned it off, Deans been doing all of that" I say "why don't you want to go in?" Sam asks, I push the door open revealing the half built crib in the corner that I never spoke about "I was supposed to move in with Dean before I turned it off, we had this plan and he said it was because we were married and it just made sense" I chuckle to try and break the ice, the tears are forming in my eyes "but he knew I couldn't be in here looking at that damn crib every night, I couldn't get myself to throw it out or finish building it. So it's just been there, half built" I say "maybe moving into Deans room will be the best idea, for your own peace of mind" Sam says, I sigh "Sammy, we are hunters, I am a vampire. We don't have the luxury of peace of mind. We have Metatron and Abaddon and Cas is missing again. Kevin is dead, Samantha is dead, Bobby is dead" I say shaking my head

"Why is it that whenever shit happens it always falls down on the three of us?" I ask "because half the time we clean up messes we end up dirty" Dean says, he's standing on my other side staring into my room too "Bobby said that to me once" he adds "yeah, he was a wise old man" I say "he would know what to do right now" Sam says, I nod "yeah" we whisper

"But we have a monster to kill so, let's get this show on the road huh"