My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 90

The boys left last night, I haven't been able to sleep. I sneak into the dungeon where Crowley is sleeping with his head plopped down on his chest, he jumps slightly when he hears me come inside "are you here to torture me again?" He asks "is there any part of you that's still somewhat human?" I ask "are you looking for a weakness?" He asks "im looking for someone who will understand me" I say, Crowley sighs "of course there is, I may have been a demon for centuries over you Regina. But I haven't got rid of my humanity, im just better at putting it aside until I need it" Crowley replies "Im tired" I say "I can tell" he replies, I sit on the floor "monsters understand each other" Crowley says, I nod

"you want to turn it off? Then do it, break that seal and live the humanity free life for the first time. Shit has hit the fan in this planet what do you have to lose?"

"My family"

"The Winchesters are stupid enough to forgive you even if you give in to this fight"

"They're not stupid"

"Of course they are, they may fight like dogs but they take care of their own. No matter the sins from the past, you're one of them"

"Are you trying to convince me to turn it off? Because I won't burst you out if I do"

"You wanted to talk, demon to vampire and that's what I am doing"

I groan dropping my head down and hiding my face "being a vampire, everything is intensified. Whatever I felt before, I feel it double and this is killing me alive. I don't want to keep feeling like this"

"They boys will forgive you if you cave, they always will"

"What good will it do for us?"

"May not do them good but it will do you good"

I nod and get up to my feet "thanks Crowley, you're not so bad" I smile, he frowns "that wasn't my intention" he says "yeah well I think there may be a heart deep down that black whole in your chest. You're like the grinch" I smile and walk away. Kevin is sitting on my fuzzy book chair with the angel tablet in his hand "take a break kid, go read a book or watch TV instead" I say taking the tablet from him "listen, you want take out? I was thinking pizza" I say "double pepperoni with cheese stuffed crust?" Kevin suggest "great idea" I say, I go to my room to get changed before walking out. I race to the pizza shop and order two pizzas with some Coca Cola, I sit down in a booth waiting for it

The little bell over the door rings but I don't look up, someone slides in the booth in front of me catching my attention "we have something you want" the person says, I can smell the sulphur making me scrunch my nose "we found the little piggy that ran away" he says, he makes a motion with his finger and another demon pushes Kevin in the booth in between them. My eyes widen "what the hell? Kevin?" I ask frowning "I'm sorry, I needed to know if my mum was okay" Kevin says "you dumb kid" I groan "you think I would kill you right here, right now?" I ask leaning forward "you can try, but look around darling. We're not alone" the demon says, I look around the shop and everyone here has black eyes "what do you want in return?" I ask "we want you to flip the switch or we kill him, we know it will drive you to that anyways. Abaddon thought killing the miracle baby would do it, apparently not. So we got ahold of you adoptive child here" the demon says

"I'm not turning my emotion off" I say, he smiles and stabs Kevin in the stomach, Kevin groans and coughs up some blood "turn it off or the kid dies" the demons threaten "let me heal him first" I say, they shake their head "I'll turn it off I swear but let me heal him first" I raise my voice, I bite my wrist and lean over the table for Kevin to drink which he does "why do you want my emotions off so badly?" I ask "if you don't care, you'll stop looking for out Knight of Hell. Not that you could take her or anything, but she wants you out of the way. And she wants to hurt the Winchesters" the demon explains, I nod "now you owe us something" he says "how will we know she ain't lying" the demon girl asks "we can tell" the demon guy replies "let me talk to the kid alone" I say "not a chance" the demon replies "don't be stupid, im not selfish enough to put his life at risk. I just need to talk to him" I say, the demons groan but leave anyways

"You're not actually turning it off will you?" Kevin asks "Kevin I need you to tell Sam and Dean okay? Explain this to them exactly how it happened, but you need to tell Sam, he's the only one that can bring me back. Tell him to look deep into the past and he'll know what to do okay?" I say "what about Dean?" Kevin asks "I love Dean with every bone in my body, but Sam knows me better. He will know what to do okay? Tell Sam to bring me back Kevin" I whisper, I cup his face with my hands and look into his eyes "you gave me hope Kevin, hope to keep fighting when I lost my own baby. So please stay alive and don't piss me off on the other side" I say "please" I whisper, he nods "thank you" he says, tears filling his eyes. I nod

I let go off him and close my eyes finding that switch at the back of my mind "Vanessa" I call out, a mirror appears in front of me and my alter ego appears on the other side "I love it when you address me by my real name" she smiles darkly "is it time?" She asks, I nod and put my hand on the mirror and so does she "let's set this shit on fire" she smirks pulling me through

I open my eyes again, feeling nothing "Reggie?" Kevin asks, I tilt my head slightly "Sorry she's unavailable at the moment" I say, I look at the demons who are smirking. I push Kevin to his feet and walk out with him, I run to the bunker and take Kevin is "you took me home" Kevin says surprised "I didn't take you home kid" I say walking away "I came to pick something up" I say, Kevin runs after me "you can't" he yells, I turn and speed to him grabbing him by the neck and pinning him up against the wall "I can do whatever the hell I want. You understand?" I ask "Reggie please" he begs "you're irritating" I say knocking him out, I go to the dungeon. Crowley looks up and smiles

"There she is, what shall I call you?"

"Vanessa"