My Best Friends Brother // Supernatural

Chapter 16

It's been two months on the road now, I've been hiding this extremely inappropriate physical crush on Dean, hiding this stupid secret too. I think I need to tell Sam but I don't know how to, how do you even tell a hunter that you're the thing that they hunt? John trusted me and I think they should too. I just don't know exactly how to tell them

"Are you listening to me?" Dean asks "will you believe me if I said yes?" I ask, he rolls his eyes "are you drunk already? You said you could keep up" Dean says shaking his cup, I let out a laugh "hey bartender" I call with a little wave "can we get four shots over here please" I say, he nods and pours us the shots "ready Deano?" I ask "I was born ready" he replies, I take both my shots before he's done taking the first, he looks shocked "you're good" he says and I shrug, I grab his hand "let's dance Winchester, I am wasted and lonely and my best friend stranded me to get some stupid sleep" I pout, Dean smiles at me "why are you so touchy? You've been avoiding me for months, and now all of a sudden you want to dance? I mean I'm not complaining but what's up with you?" Dean asks "I am lonely, Sam doesn't want to have fun with me and -" I mumble, Dean is listening and I shake my head "I'm not here to talk about this, I'm here to get drunk and maybe find a boy toy I can play with" I say, Dean nods

"Fine, no more talking"

He spins me around so my back is facing him and leads us into the song, his hands on my hips, the alcohol the stupid vampire senses are driving me insane. Dean spins me back and pulls me closer to his chest, my hands are snaked around his neck and I can feel his hot breath in my neck, I pull back slightly to look into his eyes and our faces are centimetres apart, my heart is pounding and I can hear his pounding too. He begins to lean is slightly but I push him away and walk out of the bar, the cold air hits my hot face and I keep walking toward the alley where Dean parked his car "Reggie" Dean calls for me "Regina" he yells again "I can't do this again" I say mostly to myself "Dean I" I try to say, he comes closer to me and cups my face with his hands "we said no more talking" he whispers before leaning down and pressing his soft lips on mine,

I wake up gasping for air "you have got to be kidding me" I groan "are you alright over there?" Sam asks, I prop myself up to my elbows to look at him on the other side of the bed, I turn to see Dean fast asleep "what time is it?" I ask "7?" Sam replies, I nod and get up "did you have a nightmare?" He asks "no, I'm just a little sad to be awake" I whisper, I go into the bathroom and once again stand under the very cold water trying to cool down this stupid heat I feel. It's been months and it's only getting worse, I hear the door open and peek my head out of the shower curtain to see who's here "just need to brush my teeth" Sam says putting up his tooth brush, I nod and go back to standing in the cold water "you've been having a lot of dreams lately and you were talking" Sam says, I peek my head out again "and?" I ask "you were calling out for Dean" Sam says and laughs

"Shut up" I complain "what is up with you anyways? You jump up every time he touches you even if it's like a brushing against you and" Sam begins to say and pauses, a smirk appears on his lips "no" I warn him "you're having dirty dreams about Dean" he whispers "no" I lie "you're are" Sam says as a matter of fact "it's nothing alright, it's just been a while since I've been with anyone and I'm just um horny" I say with a groan "Regina you had sex last week" Sam says "oh you're right, I forgot" I say "wow" Sam replies "well then I don't have a good enough explanation for you, I cannot control my own unconscious brain" I reply, I grab my towel from the rack and dry myself before stepping out, I push Sam over so i can brush my own teeth too. We walk out of the bathroom together and Dean is still fast asleep, I grab some clothes and get changed in the bathroom again. By the time I walk out Dean is sitting down itching his eyes on the edge of his bed

"Sleep well?" I ask "yeah" he replies, his voice is raspy with sleep. I turn away from him and look up at the ceiling, I need to get some bloody control over this, all I need is a snack. A real one "I'm going to get us breakfast" I say grabbing the keys "why don't you wait we can all go together" Sam adds "alright then" I say throwing myself on the couch with my eyes closed I feel someone lean over me with his hands on either side of my head, I open my eyes and Sam is staring down at me with a very cheeky smile on his face "knock it off Samuel" I complain "you're reallyyy hungry huh, for what may I ask?" He teases me "a big juicy burger" I say "is it really?" He asks, I smile and grab onto his shoulder before pulling him over, he flips over me and lands on the ground "that was, unnecessary" Sam groans, Dean comes over pats me on the shoulder with a smirk on his face "nice one Reg" he says proudly before walking away, the moment he's in the bathroom with the door closed Sam gets up and sits next to me

"Are you going to do anything about it?"

"Absolutely not, I'm not putting myself there again and I promised I wouldn't make a move on him. I'm keeping that promise Sammy"

Sam smiles at me "I know, I can trust you word"